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I gib u owl kithes for being such a good writer!!!

Can you pls do #9 with Sanzu? Angst with fluff at the end???? Ily 💗

“you need to wake up because i can’t do this without you.” (reader x sanzu)

a/n: omg tysm angel this is sO SWEET!!!! <3 i hope you like this aaaaaa!!!! man it hurt to write but it'll be ok at the end dw 😮‍💨

content: reader is a bonten exec, so many curse words, mentions of drug use, accidental overdose, hospitals, angst, fluff, hurt comfort

prompt list [closed for now]

"it's ran. please don't panic." you barely hear another word he says; as soon as you hear sanzu's name your head begins to swim. you got hospital, overdose, and not looking good. ran's voice is still in your ear as you're scrambling to pull on a pair of sweatpants and your jacket. you reach for your keys, your vision blurring as your tears finally start to spill over. they're hot as they run down your cheeks. once you've got your bag slung over your shoulder you swipe at your wet eyes and barrel out the door.

"i'm on my way, ran," you say, shaky whimper of a voice betraying you, giving away exactly how scared you were.

"drive safe." you make a sound in acknowledgement and hang up.

every second it takes to get to the hospital feels like an hour, but soon you're being directed to a room on the third floor. rounding the corner from the elevators, you spot both haitanis first, and then the whole of bonten, gathered outside an open door to a patient room. they look tense, mikey standing like a statue with crossed arms as takeomi practically tears his hair out pacing the hallway, an unlit cigarette between his lips.

they all freeze when you walk up. "can i–" you can't manage the see him, you just start to cry again.

nobody moves for a moment, deciding what to do. ran closes the distance between you in two long strides and wraps you in his arms. you'd never been very touchy with the rest of the bonten members, though you worked closely with them all for years. haruchiyo was overprotective to say the least, and everyone kept respectful distances to appease him. which you didn't mind, you didn't need touches and affection from anyone except your boyfriend within the office.

but the gesture from ran is comforting. you feel supported and held, quite literally, but also in a much deeper way. you start to mentally prepare yourself to see sanzu, try to find strength to hold yourself up on your wobbly legs.

ran releases you, sensing that you're ready, and with a final pat on the shoulder, he steps back to give you some space. you can't bring yourself to glance at the other bonten members as you walk through the doorway, knowing it will just make it harder.

you crumple at the bedside as soon as you see him. he looks so small, like a little kid. his pink hair seems less vibrant somehow spread out against the crisp, white linens of the hospital bed. you take his hand in both of yours, kissing it softly as you cry. the movement of is hand being lifted doesn't stir him.

"haru, i'm here, baby," you tell him softly. "i'm right here."

"they don't know when he'll wake up," ran's voice is suddenly behind you, his hand on your shoulder. "or if. his fuckin' heart stopped. it's pretty serious this time."

"he'll wake up."

ran knows he'd be a fucking idiot to say otherwise, so he simply nods and leaves you to be alone with your man. you hear your co-executives whispering in the hallway but you drown it out. the only thing that you can focus on is the feeling of your boyfriend's hand in yours, how his dark eyelashes rest on the tops of his cheeks, and the way his chest is rising and falling with his every shallow breath.

"at least you're breathing," you sniffle. "i'm proud of you for that."

time crawls by but sanzu's eyes remain closed. a doctor comes in to tell you what ran had already said. you cry so hysterically that kakucho starts to intercept every doctor and nurse that gets close to the room before they enter to warn them against worrying you any more than you already are.

as visiting hours end, the bonten members get ready to leave. mikey's negotiated a pass to let you stay longer. you can't manage to speak to thank him but from the way he nods to you silently when you look at him, you're sure he knows you appreciate it.

"call us if anything changes," rindou instructs. you nod, the simple action taking up a huge amount of your little remaining energy. and then it's just you and sanzu.

you reach up and tuck the pink strands out of his face. your hand rests on his cheek. your other hand hasn't let go of his since you got into the room. "haruchiyo, please wake up," you plead, voice sounding as small and powerless as you felt. “you need to wake up because i can’t do this without you. this life... this work... i need you. i'll fucking kill you if you–" you can't bring yourself to say the words. you squeeze his hand once and lay your head against the mattress. "please just come back to me, baby."

it's the middle of the night when a hand rests on your head, and starts gently stroking your hair, startling you awake. "oh my god," you blurt, sitting bolt upright. your eyes meet sanzu's: barely open, heavy with exhaustion. "hi, princess," he breathes, so softly it feels like you could be dreaming. "you scared the shit out of me, haru," your rising emotions bring you to your feet. "i didn't know if you... you looked like you were... i thought you–" you cut yourself off with a choked sob, throwing your arms around your boyfriend as he musters a sleepy smile.

"heyyyy," he's moving and speaking like he's in slow motion. "i didn't even take that much." "fuck you," you frown, sitting up and wiping your eyes with your sleeve. "you're done. you're cut off. you're getting fucking clean, you bastard." sanzu chuckles weakly, nodding, "yeah, maybe that's for the best. i feel like shit." "i was so scared," your lower lip quivers. "you can't do that to me again. i can't fucking take it."

sanzu opens his arms to you and you slide into his bed beside him. you treat him gently, like he's made of glass. when he notices that, he just hugs you to his chest. "i'm okay," he soothes, rubbing your back. you hadn't realized you were crying again. though this time, it's with relief. "i'm right here with you. i'm not goin' anywhere."

"promise me that," you sit up so you can look at him.

"am i a fuckin' liar?" he gestures to himself. "i promise. i swear to you."

"haruchiyo," you frown.

"let's put these away," he takes your face in his hands, brushing your tears away with his thumbs. "i'm right here. i'm alive and well. i won't fuck with that shit i was fucking with. it almost took me away from you, i can't let that happen again, right?"

nodding, you snuggle back into his side, finally starting to relax. "i love you," you mumble. "i'm still so fucking mad at you, but i love you."

"i love you more," he laughs. "you can be mad. but it's you and me forever, baby. got it?"

"forever."

#I WAS SO SAD WRITING THIS #I LOVE THIS BOY I WORRY ABOUT HIM ALL THE TIME #ESPECIALLY RECENTLY MY GOD #HE JUST NEEDS LOVE HE NEEDS TO BE TAKEN CARE OF AND I WORRY!!!!!!!!!!#sanzu x you #sanzu x reader #tokyo revengers x reader #tokyo revengers sanzu #sanzu haruchiyo #haruchiyo x you #bonten x reader #bonten fluff #bonten angst #sanzu fluff #sanzu angst #prompt game

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