#and way more fix it fic and focusing on what i do still appreciate abt the show and of course me posting abt izzy lol

[izzy-b-hands]

Was gonna sleep in. Instead woke up randomly at 5 am and have been writing a fix it steddyhands fic since then

I work in like. six hours. I have gotten maybe four hours sleep. Today is a double shift day that'll have me working bit late into the night.

This is fine.

#text post #i want to go back to sleep for a bit but #first gonna make sure i have this draft in a place i can pick it up again to finish later #get up and maybe hit the bathroom to see how my hair looks post sleep lol #to figure out if Housemate and I need to do any additional hair cutting later to even the current cut out #there's also a bunch of finale related posts i wanna reblog to my vent blog #bc those are all mostly going there now since even with anon off ppl can't behave which isn't surprising but also #god im tired can i just be allowed my complex and to my own frustration occasionally conflicting emotions abt this show #that hit literally all my special interests and mirrored my own traumas in such a huge way as to make me work on parts of myself #id previously resigned to just shoving in the box in my head #apparently the answer is no so. private vent blog gets those reblogs #and this blog will get a more neutered and rare set of reblogs abt the finale if any #and way more fix it fic and focusing on what i do still appreciate abt the show and of course me posting abt izzy lol #that's never going away lmao so if it bugs you that i still love and post abt him just unfollow and block me lmaooo #how you wouldn't have already by this point is boggling if it actually bugged anyone that much but #i digress im tired and should try and get back to sleep. maybe dream up more for this latest fic draft