#and we all obv know s2 is overarchingly the best but here is why i'm esp sensitive w s3 stuff

[litgsimp]

I’ve written a lot tonite and thank u guys sm for your sweet msgs some of which I haven’t replied to yet but i swear i will after this, my friend and I decided getting SCHWASTED was a good idea to help us write (and it WAS because I have THREE WHOLE CHAPTERS) but I also get super emosh when I’m drunk so obviously this is gonna go here thanks vodka

This was what made me evaluate and realize I was a lesbian. Like. I identified as bisexual for 25 years (obviously I didn’t know the term bisexual as a small child and didn’t even know that was a thing until I was 12 but I always knew I liked women. lol in kindergarten i got into a huge argument because i said i wanted to just marry a woman and everyone was like nooooo you can’t. GUESS WHATTTT I CAN AND WILL NOW LMAO) and this really was the trigger to make me take stock and give a solid hard think. I feel like that’s so embarrassing?? Yall will be nice and kind to me so I feel like I can safely say it here in our lil fandom. It wasn’t even like I was having a sexuality crisis it was just one of those things where like i was and am always a bobby stan and obv I was/am/will forever be an AJ stan we won s3 together then boat party happened but it didn’t hit the same as w bobby and any male LIs and i was like wow thats odd why does nothing w men feel even 1/1000th as solid as it does with women and why do i never feel emotionally satisfied unless i’m with women and I kept relooping this and was like holy fucking shit I’m a lesbian. And it was so so SO euphoric oh my god

Anyway this is v sentimental goopy lesbian nonsense. AJ’s a sweet baby angel either way but also here’s further context for me at least.

#fusebox #fusebox games #AJ #AJ litg #litg AJ #the whole of season 3 really helped me with evaluating like do i actually want to be with men or is it that theyre just more accessible #and i still sometimes miss the accessibility when I want like validation and stuff but it's not the same and it's not good #and theres a reason I realized I'm a lesbian and it's unsustainable for me #litg s3 #self #and we all obv know s2 is overarchingly the best but here is why i'm esp sensitive w s3 stuff