#and when i got the spoiler that ray was ''dating'' mew it just made me sooo dissapointed and bored

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#i really hate when i just don't vibe with an objectively good series #like #i couldn't finish only friends even thought it's good #i know it's good! the actors are great! they are acting so well! #but i just didn't vibe with something #like. i loved ray and sand and i thought boston could be a really ''love to hate them'' or even an ''i love my drama gremlin'' character #but idk #i think i just didn't care for mew and top. they were so annoying to me #and when i got the spoiler that ray was ''dating'' mew it just made me sooo dissapointed and bored #idk idk #i guess it's because i hate love triangles #or maybe i just really didn't vibe with the mew/top and they were suppised to be the ''main'' characters #and it's frustrating to me because it's objectively a good series #it's well made and well written and well acted #most of the characters are compelling and complex with a lot of potential #would've loved to see a deeper exploration of themes like idk. becoming an adult and class differences and addiction and non monogamy #but unfortunately i just. saw mew and ray dancing and got soooo annoyed because. idk #there were so many story lines and plots to explore and i just didn't like that one #and it made me so irrationally annoyed that i. just. couldn't finish it #which sucks because i know there's development of characters and storylines i actually care about #anyway this is just a rant to get my feeling in order so i can try to understand them to see if starting playboyyy is worth it #or if i have to deconstruct some personal biases/prejudices/etc before beginning #rant over