#anyeays im just numb now and sitting here on my bed trying to be like lol everythinhs fine like always.

[arcadequeerz]

Right on that limit right now.

#Cade.Vnt #And exactly what i said would happens happens. #Dont have myt own bedroom. stiuck sleeping in the living room. mom demands me to move my bed #to the middle of the room with the desktop tower because i cant POSSIBLY move the tv. #Keyboard n mouse have wires #sit up all the time so it doesnt stretch over the little bit of room there is to walk now since my fucking bed is in the MIDDLE #OF THE FUCKING ROOM. #Brother screams and cusses me out about me being in the way asnd the livingroom being a mess #it isn't. i just jhave some of my stuff in it. cus u know. this is unfortunately my bedroom! #and i have to use the tv as a fucking MONITOR. #mom comes ou of her room. yells at me for the pc being in the wzy. i ask her where she wants me tp Put it #im literally where she told me to be- and yet she yanks the keyboard and mouse cables throwing them onto the ground #and stomps out of the room. #brother just screams over every little thing. punches shit when he gets pissed and screams. feel pathetic but it scares #the shit out of me and he alwayslooks like hes going to fucking bash my head in and im So tired of dealing #with this shit and hm and her anymore #feel like im going fucking cray anymore #anyeays im just numb now and sitting here on my bed trying to be like lol everythinhs fine like always. #long post #idk let me know if n eed to tsg this as naything im sorry for venting so muh lately.