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#anyone have the mommy issues where you’re constantly compared to your mom in a negative way
spaceshipkat
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#anyone have the mommy issues where you’re constantly compared to your mom in a negative way
#i raise my voice oh im just like your wife
#i get frustrated oh im just like your wife
#i get upset bc i do the very thing you’re asking for and /you don’t seem to fucking see it: and im just like your wife
#how many times do i have to say ‘i am not mom’ before you fucking GET IT
#i know where my mom is coming from when she talks to my dad
#i don’t like it but i literally cannot change it
#i know where my dad is coming from with how he behaves and talks to my mom
#i also don’t like it but i cannot fucking change it
#i am so tired of making an effort—what was once a conscious effort but now comes pretty damn easily
#only for that effort to NOT exist the split second he gets upset
#because what he envisioned us doing isn’t what happened
#so instead of taking about it like an adult you fucking fester in your feelings and then dump on the very people
#who are fucking TRYING to have a relationship with you
#it’s a goddamn self fulfilling prophecy and i am sick of it. i am sick of constantly having to massage feelings.
#i am especially sick of going to bed upset because i feel empathy for what he’s going through
#and my best is apparently /not enough/ to make a dent
#i am so sick of crying over this goddamn motherfucking shit
#i want it to fuckijg stop i want fucking peace and quiet
#and for that peace and quiet to not be tangled with worry because i am not there when i might be needed
#is this part of being an eldest daughter i don’t fucking know
#i am just so tired of my efforts not being seen. of them not making a difference. of them apparently not fucking mattering.
#ignore me ill be fine i am just so fucking tired
#i want to go to bed without guilt or empathy making it impossible to turn my head off
#delete later
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