#anywah wow i got wildly distracted by tnat image being so small lmao wjats up w it

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LMAO.WAOT WHY IS IT SO SMALL IN TJE EDITOR

That was distracting lmao

ANYWAY

I just. Ghhgghhv yk? I wanna be able to help my friends with their problems but like I. Straight up don't know what to do or say and I hate it

Like if I offer advice I don't know what I'm saying and it isn't helpful and if I try to relate personally I feel like I'm being selfish and making it about me and if I just go "fuck that sucks dude:((" I feel like I don't really look like I care but I do!! I just. Don't know how to help/what the fuck else I'm supposed to say and it makes me so stressed and obviously I can't say shit to them because they're trying to deal with their own sjit and I agdhhfg

I feel like I can't go to my friends with my issues because they're always so fucking helpful and idk how they do it, and it just feels so unfair on them when I can't do the same,,, and it's like. Idk it's confusing because I WANT them to be able to come to me with their shit? Like it makes me feel valued or wanted (which is. Weird but w/ever lmaoo) but at the same time it's so stressful.and I hghgghhh

Like. Idk this whole thing just kinda ties into what I'm lile in general with conversations - I Don't Fucking Know what I'm supposed to say ever and whatever I do end up saying (if i can think of anything) feels wrong but like. It's so much worse when ppl are venting? Because it's serious!! I don't wanna fuck it up then yk!! The stakes are so much higher and I fucking *KNOW* there's something im supposed to be saying but I just don't know what and I fucking hate it!! Agh!!

Half the time this is why I just don't answer people's messages because im like overthinking every single minute aspect of it and ots fucking exhausting, and it's just easier to ignore the messages (but even then I feel incredibly guilty and stressed and the whole thing just spirals so it's like. No winners here! Fuckin thanks brain ig)

#standard disclaimer im fine etc etc i just think about shit a lot and screaming it knto the void (aka tumblr) helps lmao #not like i can rlly go to my friends about it considering. yk #anywah wow i got wildly distracted by tnat image being so small lmao wjats up w it #vent #ig? #idk lmao