#anyway proportionally im wide and short and most places dont really cater to that as a thing

[gonzoinamaskandcape]

someone will make a joke about how short they are and i instantly become aware of the fact that im wearing thicker shoes than them and if i took them off the size would uhhhhh not make them the shortest in the room anymore

#god i wish i could wear high heels #also i have thoughts abt being a short and fat person #people dont see me as small or short or anything like that nine times out of ten #and if they do its in v much a silly exaggerated way and theyve known me a while #i am not plus size but literally just because im short i can find a size that fits me in most straight size shops #and i dont want to take away from the amount of shit that plus size people go through #also gender etc etc but in general i can physically put on a size small it will just be Very Tight #but i dont think people actually grasp that concept #anyway proportionally im wide and short and most places dont really cater to that as a thing #and the majority of people dont really see me as small despite being 4 foot 10 #and like i dont mind being seen as taller but it sometimes irks me #and if i talk abt being small i feel like i seem like im trying to be those im so dainty and delicate i get hoovered up ppl #and those people all consider themselves much smaller than me #even when im literally shorter than them noticeably #anyway i understand height and dysphoria and i know these people didnt respect my gender identity either #but when someone who is like five eight is complaining abt being short i get a bit pissed off