#anyway you know what i think? i think failing to adequately interact with people irl should have no mental consequences

[gideonisms]

to the many people who saw my router modem griddlehark yesterday and said "yes you are crazy," you will be happy to note that I spoke to multiple people in person today and it DID make me less insane, unfortunately

To the people who said "abi, you're absolutely right," I am baking you bread. It's not MY locked tomb brain rot it's OUR locked tomb brain rot

To the one person whose only comment was that my modem and router should be farther away from each other, I'm obsessed with you. However I can't separate them! That's griddlehark

#i'm lying i put them a little bit more distant #okay actually. i'm lying again i didn't but it's because i forgot and as soon as i get up off this couch i will (truth) #anyway you know what i think? i think failing to adequately interact with people irl should have no mental consequences #i think god (hypothetical) should give that to me for free #i should not be struggling to eat and do basic chores then participate in a class discussion and come home eat lunch and write 2k words #that shouldn't be how that works #i shouldn't feel better after spending time with family. you know that's the thing i have complex emotions about! #you know i am struggling to decide how involved i want them to be in my life and it does not help that every time i go home i'm like #this is great! this isn't that bad! why did i move? we get along so well my brain says it's happier the jesus thing isn't even that big a-- #no that is the devil talking!!! #that is the devil talking