#anyway. i'm positively confident no one remembers my existence in this site so that's a good thing at least. so i don't have to worry now

[heffrondriving]

random life update no one the fuck asked for, yet again: got extremely burnt-out from btr mostly bc of general messy/dead online fandom vibes and that stupid shady fumking app but aye whatever let's not go there *cough* and accidentally started stanning an entirely different defunct boyband instead, oops. anyway idc oscar enestad best boy and stream fo&o for self-care, love and peace <3

#i still love big time rush btw. just vv lowkey bc my brain can't handle the constant sensory malfunction i keep getting from it idk #i'm prob just gonna keep running this blog on the down low since i have 2000+ drafts left so might as well streamline them or smth #plus still have btr fics in the works for god knows what reason and also!!! it's kendall's birthday and i wanna celebrate that so <3 #(even if he and oscar are throwing hands in my brain for the esteemed title of favest cute lanky blond goofball in a boyband rn oops) #anyway. i'm positively confident no one remembers my existence in this site so that's a good thing at least. so i don't have to worry now #just can post whatever the heck trash content i want now and hopefully have fun and start to warm up to btr again :'× #now if you'll excuse me i'll be watching super cute the fooo conspiracy comp vids and listening to fo&o on loop for ✨serotonin✨ bye #do pretty girl don't speak #will delete