#anyway. ive been workin for a While to make my closet feel like Mine & fill it with things that feel Good to wear but. for some reason

[wabblebees]

its hitting real "i want a damn suit" and "i want a damn corset" hours around here folks

#but when ISNT it lmao. also i want ones i can wear at the same time. also i want so many harnesses. also #i have found THEE COOLEST underbust corset on etsy. it has the fallen angel by alexandre cabanel on it WHICH. FUCKS. SEVERELY #buuuuut i can tell from the product pics that it looks a lil cheap ((says handmade but... hm. if it IS theeen it was. def a bit rushed.)) #and i can Also tell it wouldnt fit great. aaand its 65$ that i rly shouldnt spend on that #and ive been looking for a good harness for FOREVER but again. expensive:( and so the one i wound up buying was cheap+fake+doesnt fit right #((ive still worn it a few times but i spend FOREVER fidgeting with it before i give up & move on with my life lmao)) #and theres no way in hell im finding a good suit online:/ #with my measurements its gonna need to be in-person with a tailor who REALLY knows wtf theyre doing #so i dont wind up looking like a terrible lady politician in an ill-fitting pantsuit😒 #& all my corsets are still back at my parents house (+ most of them were for reenacting so theyre def not ones id wear Over my clothes) :[ #anyway. ive been workin for a While to make my closet feel like Mine & fill it with things that feel Good to wear but. for some reason #recently it hasnt been doing the trick?? idk. cant tell if its just bc ive been feelin real brainweird + dysphoria/dysmorphia kickin my ass #but. eh. ill get over it #just gotta stare at a buncha product pages i wont buy anything from first ig lmao #bee speaks