#anyways cute gloomy bear gif up there being just like me fr

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#im just trying my damn hardest #im trying #im trying so fucking hard #im just trying #but trying isnt enough #nothing is ever enough #im trying...im fucking trying but its never enough #i have to try harder but if i do im going to end up more burnt out than i already am #and im burnt out enough to have constant panic attacks and the inability to get out of bed #idfk anymore #i know it doesnt look like it to anybody but im trying so fucking hard to not fail #i just want someone irl to acknowledge that im trying... #im trying im trying im trying im trying im trying im trying im trying im trying im trying im trying im trying im trying im trying im trying #IM FUCKING TRYING #but my best is never enough is it? #i think im just going to eat nothing until someone praises me irl #i dont think anybody has told me that i did a good job in like a year #im just so fucking tired #i just wanna go to sleep and wake up and have everything be ok... #anyways cute gloomy bear gif up there being just like me fr #doing nothing