#anyways. this is all meant to read /lightheartedly etc it's alright im doing quite okay

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#yoongi's suchwita ep with hoshi was sosososososo lovely 😭😭😭 #ive only seen hoshi in the hybe games thing before but i love him now #and yoongi going into sunbae mode the whole time sososo sweet #also got to me with the talk of enlistment and time running out #i feel the latter with the end of my degree nearing and having no clue what i want etc #and then with bts just... i missed so much. i missed their whole journey to where they are now and :( #it's gonna be all different after this. i would've loved to get to watch them live at mama etc more often and with other groups #but i am glad that they seem to be in a much better place now. that's Good. it must've been so hard to be there pre-2020 #2020 etc were already hard seeing how much rough it was for them #anyways. just wanted to see if anyone feels the same and to put it out there #feeling tired and always younger than i am and re-trying to figure out who i am #also feeling 200% more autistic lately which in turns feels like im pretending but yk #anyways. this is all meant to read /lightheartedly etc it's alright im doing quite okay #and also i love yoongi. would love to have suchwita talk with him #also wanna ask him about what he's said about having ocd and adhd and depression and anxiety #going for bingo like me <3