#as he was aware of that infamous g0r3 video spreading on it and other cursed shit

[transrightsjimin]

my brother was indeed at my parents' house for my dads bday but shockingly, my mom was the one making way more offensive jokes than my brother :S

#i tried to steer the conversation often but sometimes was truly too baffled to respond #nd also bc she threatened to hit me when i still lived w her nd said she did smth racist so im always more on edge #my brother does believe the virus is real which surprised me bc he has a bunch of beliefs tht are far-right #on the other hand he did use the 'i wonder how many ppl died yearly of the flu though' question #nd my mom said there was no strict face mask policy here bc it's 'never been proven to work' #to which we were then like wowowow no #also my young niece has tiktok which is concerning but my brother does supervise it #as he was aware of that infamous g0r3 video spreading on it and other cursed shit #ok im complaining a lot but admittedly it was relatively ok to be there #maybe bc the food was good nd its a clean house w a nice fluffy carpet #but god my mom nd honestly all of them minus my dad r just. so intense #talking a lot nd loudly nd at the same time nd no one allows each other to finish your own sentences #just a little on edge like oh god which direction is this conversation taking #nd im forever scared i might infect my mom w the virus :SS #rambles #its like. the home feels so familiar and cozy and my niece was very funny #maybe im just tired nd i tend to write mainly negative shit on tumblr despite there also being good memories #but i find it hard to remember good memories