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[allfattenedup]

Damn, lardass! Your double chin looks huge. You can’t hide the fact that you are a fat pig!

It’s not thaaaat bad, is it? 😫😫😫

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[allfattenedup]

I'm a huge fan of your content, but I need to take a minute to talk about something you do that drives me absolutely wild:

I love when gainers tag their stuff as "ex-jock". Because, in the "real world" when someone uses terms like that, it's typically to describe a specific body type. An "ex-jock" is someone who works out, or at least used to. Sure they've gone a bit to seed, and they have a nice little pot belly going on, but their strong muscles, the developed upper body or the muscled glutes are all still present and noticeable. Any fat they have doesn't really jiggle all that much, because at the end of the day, there's still, you know, muscle supporting it.

But you gainers have created a second meaning for the term. When gainers like you use "ex-jock", it's not helpful shorthand to describe a specific body type, it's something used to remember a person who doesn't exist anymore. Because no one looks at a developed, established fatty, gut hanging and jiggling, ass and thighs plush and dimpled with cellulite, two chins and chubby cheeks grown plump with gorging on thousands of calories of chocolates and junk food, and thinks "oh yeah, he ran track in high school". Once you hit a certain threshold of weight gained, that history disappears. No one can see the hours in the gym. No one respects the team captain anymore. No one sees you as anything other then a lifetime fatty, because how could someone that fat ever have been anything else?

But that's not how gainers like you like to operate. Destroying the athlete you used to be, rendering them invisible, is only half the objective. Sure, you're fat now, probably fatter then you ever wanted to be (not that something like a weight limit, or goal, could ever stop you), but that alone doesn't give you the perverse thrill you crave. So what can you do? "ex-jock". A word that works like a brand. Now, no matter how fat you get, no matter how hungry you are or how much muscle mass you replace with soft, jiggling fat, the world will know that you made yourself this way. Like a bat signal in the sky, calling everyone to see an athlete that was conventionally attractive, fit and energetic, and who gave it all away. All so you could be what you see before you now.

And you're still hungry for more.

I don’t know what I can add to this because it’s perfection 😩👌🏼🐷🥵 And you nailed it. To me, I use ex-jock so that when people look at me they try to imagine what I must have looked like before I ruined my body with fat.

When they see my belly wobble against my heavy thighs, I want them to know the feeling is still strange to me, still new, still a bit frightening. Very exciting.

That the face I see in the mirror was once radically different. You’d have thought so differently of me if you’d known me before I got fat. But if I use ex-jock, at least you know when you see me like this that once I was the complete opposite of what I've now become.

That I’ve changed. I’m not making the best of the body I have, I’m making the worst body I can possibly bear, and then a little bit worse than that. Maybe a lot worse if things get out of hand. Methodically, intentionally, fatter and fatter, loving how hard it is to see myself like this. Relishing the constant, gentle horror as my fat arms wobble while I eat. Delighting in the dreadful embarrassment of a new double chin.

And you're right. I am hungry for more. Desperate, even.

#askafu #exjock #😏

[allfattenedup]

Have you had experiences with being stuffed where it's difficult to get up from sitting or lying down?

That's one of my favorite aspects of overindulging. The consequences after. The tight clothes, the popping of buttons. The sitting upright from lying back and moaning because your belly is so in the way. Having to spread your legs to make room for yourself. The massaging the side of your belly to give it some well deserved relief. And then the grunts and groaning of trying to stand up. The leaning back to counteract the heaviness you've intentionally packed into your belly. 😍

I love this too. That's when the gravity really hits me. I love the little lurch of 'oh god...' I get when I feel the physical consequences of my eating. And the answer to your question is yes, I definitely experience that after stuffing myself. I have to roll to the side to get up, or push against the back of the couch to work myself to the edge and stand up without having to lean forward with my belly 🥵

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[allfattenedup]

Ever run into anyone who knew you before you pumped your body full of lard? From what I can see, you're unrecognizable from how you looked before

Almost recently!! I used to have a really close friend who I'd given my spare building swipe to so he could use my parking, and eventually we just kind of naturally drifted apart and he still had the swipe which was fine. But a couple months ago my building was changing over the access system and we had to return all our old keycards 😨 So I realized I'd have to see him to get it back. I was actually so fucking nervous and embarrassed because with this particular friend my weight gain would not have gone over well. I was freaking out, yes in a hot way but also in a very real way. Anyway, it turned out they just were throwing our old access cards away after they issued the new ones so it didn't matter if I actually returned them both or not. I dodged that bullet but that's the closest I think I ever came to a legit weight gain fantasy 'oh my god what happened to you' moment. 🥵

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[allfattenedup]

You didn´t ur body just once. You did it twice. Everytime You tried losing weight and gaining some control back but you're too much of a greedy desperate piggy that you coudlnt help yourself. Right?

You want to get fatter and fatter. I bet you still have moments of panic where you realize you´re completely lost control. But that panic also only feels your degeneracy, doesn't it ?

Absolutely right 🥵 I love looking in the mirror and feeling the overwhelming cocktail of regret and panic and horror... it's unbelievably erotic. I mean, I really liked how I used to look. I wouldn't ruin my appearance for anything less than the absolute best, most delicious, most addictive feeling 😮‍💨

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[allfattenedup]

I do try to imagine how good that hang feels, you don't have to promt me to.

I try to imagine how soft it is, how heavy it can be. But also, how in the way it gets. Of course it's blissful in the moment, after a stuffing where you sit back and let it rest heavily in your lap. Dazed a bit by the pleasure that comes with such a thing. But then later when you try to reach down to tie your shoes, you can't move as far down as you want to. Or simply misjudging space between yourself and a doorframe. Now it's no longer just that moment of bliss after stuffing. It's all the time, the evidence of your gluttony hangs off you every moment. Everyone can see how spoiled you are, how much you've lost yourself in this pleasure.

You don't have to promt me to imagine, I already do, and god I envy you 😍

You nailed it 🥵 There's nothing hotter than feeling a heavy flop of my own body hanging down, resting on my thighs, nothing but fat fat fat 😫 It's so sensitive, I'm obsessed

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[allfattenedup]

Do you have any other favourite photos of your at your heaviest? Do you miss anything about being that size?

Hahaha you thirsty binches 🤣😘 Yes I have plenty more photos of myself at my heaviest. Just go to my pinned post and click on 'pictures' in my links list up the top and scroll all the way back. My other favourite is probably the one in the green t-shirt where I'm half pulling my shirt up and my belly's just like, flopping outwards. It looks super heavy and it felt just as heavy as it looks. This one:

I do miss being that size. I miss almost everything about it. Just the daily excitement and panic and feeling that I was doing something deliciously wrong. I'm sure that's why I'm slowly inching my way back towards it even though I promised myself I wouldn't. Everything was just so hot like that. Every single thing turned me on. Moving, sitting, standing, walking... just the feeling of my body doing anything was overwhelmingly sexy. The panic was hot. I was embarrassed all the time and that was definitely hot. Sometimes I missed being lean and fit and regretted what I’d done and that was super hot as well. I’d never changed that much in my life, it almost felt like it shouldn’t be allowed. Like, I was a different person, my whole body was completely different, and I’d just… done it. Just like that. Having access to that kind of complete transformation felt forbidden. It’s really hard to explain. But yes to answer your question I do miss it and I think about it a lot.

P A T R E O N

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[allfattenedup]

Your love handles seem to have blown up 🤯🥵 they look so sensitive and plush, such a buttery treat for the eye

It's getting to the point where my elbows have to rest on top of them and that's getting me realllllyyy flustered 🐷😫🥵

#askafu #weight gain #gaining weight #fattening up #belly hang #fatten me #getting fatter #male feedee #bhm #fat belly #chub #exjock

[allfattenedup]

do you sometimes miss being fit and skinny like you used to be?

God yes. I have a lot of content around the theme of getting fatter than I want to be, and the body horror of forcing myself to gain weight when I wish I could be fit still. The push and pull is absolutely it for me. The way fat settles on me, I don’t think it looks flattering on me and that only makes it hotter. Because before I got fat I think I was pretty good looking - I hope you won’t think that’s arrogant to say but I had eyes. I was fairly decent. And I loved feeling attractive. I miss it, but this is so much hotter, the thrill is just indescribable. And after all this time it hasn’t gone away. The ‘oh god look at me’. The ‘what have I done’. Yes I miss being in good shape, but I hope that I’ll keep missing it because that’s where a large part of the eroticism comes from for me.

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[allfattenedup]

That double chin before and after 👀

It’s a good thing you get off on peoples shocked reactions cause if I knew you during the before period I absolutely would not recognize you in the slightest if I bumped into you today….

Even after reminding me how we know each other, it would take a second or two to put your new puffy face to the name. My memory of your sharp, masculine jawline couldnt even imagine you becoming so puffed up.

Your face has changed shape so dramatically, lips even look fuller but I know it’s just all the fat in your cheeks pushing them together in a permanent pout.

It's this thought that makes me so desperate to fatten my face until I can hardly bear to look at it 🥵

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[allfattenedup]

Oh, you’re such a good little piggy slut for us. You should lock yourself in chastity until you gain 50 more pounds, give yourself a little extra motivation. The bigger you fatten yourself up, the hornier you get, which just makes you more desperate to stuff yourself and reach that goal.

Do I look like someone who delays gratification? 😉

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[allfattenedup]

What are you doing to do with Patreons new changes (removing feedism)?

Okay, this is the first I've heard of this, but I googled and you're right, it checks out. I've had no notification from Patreon, and my page is still up, so thank you for telling me because I don't know if/when they were ever going to.

Which sort of goes to how I'm feeling about it all. I'm almost glad. Patreon is not good, I'll be blunt. I don't know how it is from a patron's perspective (and I'd love to hear actually, I'm fascinated) but on the creator side it's clunky, it's not user friendly, the creator support is always unhelpful. If you were my patron around the end of last year you might remember some videos were just straight up not playing. I've been wanting to move platforms for a while, but I was worried about inconveniencing my patrons. But if it's a necessity now, then honestly I welcome it. As to where I'll go, it's up to my audience. I'll hear from anyone who has a preference and we can decide together. My main concern is that the move is easy, and an improvement.

Obviously this is gonna affect a lot of other content creators here so if there's gonna be a mass exodus from Patreon I wonder if it would be a good idea for us all to go somewhere together? It'll be easier for our audiences if we're all in the same place. If you're a creator who'll now have to leave Patreon, feel free to DM me if you wanna chat about options. Maybe we as creators can coordinate a bit. And if you're a patron, definitely let me know where you'd like to see our community migrate to!

This is a lot for a saturday 😅

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[allfattenedup]

So I’m working on upping my half-marathon time, and I’ve found that thinking about you is great motivation when I hit that eighth-mile wall. I just picture how soft and out of shape you’ve become, how embarrassed I’d be if I ever ended up looking like you, how much I want to stay fast and fit and disciplined, and then I’m flying through the last few miles. You really make a guy grateful for his willpower.

This is really hot 🥵 I'm SO embarrassed that I've ended up looking like this... but god that's such a thrill. I wonder if we raced, and you ran 13 miles and I ate 13k calories, who would finish first?

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[allfattenedup]

Do you ever think about how you can somewhat hide your heft with big sweaters and baggy clothes, but no matter how hard you try, there’s no hiding your bulging double chin? Does it embarrass you and make your face red when you can see someone staring at your jiggling flab as you speak? As you’re walking?

Oh god. I'm obsessed with my double chin. It embarrasses me so much and I love it for that. And I think the reason why is exactly what you touched on. No possible way to hide it. And also just... the face is the way we recognize each other. Physically, all of our identity is in our face. It's the most personal, recognizable part of us, the part which really is us. So it stings so sharp and so hot when it starts to change. I love that I'm starting to carry a lot of weight in my face (and by love I mean... well yeah, you know how I am by now 😫🥵). I've been watching my double chin grow in with such excited embarrassment and horror. Though I will correct you and say I really can't hide my heft with baggy clothes 😮‍💨 If anything it makes me look even more huge. But I get what you're saying! And I'm very into it 🥵

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[allfattenedup]

Oh my, you really have gone too far this time haven't you. You managed to shed the weight once but the way you groan and ache tells me that's not happening again. I can't wait to see how big you're gonna get.

It’s frightening 🥵 But that’s exactly how I like it. It’s really indescribable, when I’m gaining I’m just overwhelmed with this haze of embarrassment, arousal, panic, desperation, a sense of my body being different, and so many more things I can’t put my finger on, all spiralling more and more intense. 😫🥵 It’s the hottest fucking thing in the world

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[allfattenedup]

What's the weight goal??? curious, even though I know you have no self control and will always get fatter.

It’s funny, since I came back to tumblr with the mindset of, I’ll let myself engage in the community, I just won’t gain any weight, I obviously didn’t have a weight goal. And when that became ‘ok just a tiny bit of weight’, I was thinking like, ten pounds. I blew past that pretty quick. I should have known better. So even now, I stil don’t have a goal exactly. But I’ll tell you what I fantasize about. I think 400 pounds would look deliciously obscene on me 🥵 Even 450. And with a feeder and the right circumstances, maybe even 500 wouldn’t be out of the question.

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