#at risk of repeating myself but again !!! bruce isolating and drawing back into himself after his death !! not having that outside

[martyrbat]

Embalming: History, Theory, and Practice, Sixth Edition

[TEXT ID: As we yearned for physical connection with the ones we love, we also longed to be present with the ones we had lost.]

#hiii sorry back on my ‘wow ransom cant be normal about death OR studying without thinking of silly little comic characters’ bullshit </33 #bruce & jason #at risk of repeating myself but again !!! bruce isolating and drawing back into himself after his death !! not having that outside #connection! alfred sure but them talking on jason was what led to him running away! he knows alfred would suggest taking time off and the #fear if being told it IS his fault as he blames himself! and alfred is mourning as well ! he has to be the strong one! #how can he be expected to save a city and other men's sons when he couldn't even save his own? #blaming himself and wanting to curl up and die with him! thinking how HE introduced jason to this lifestyle and it should of been him dead #instead of a child ! HIS child!! but knowing theres always more people to save and how youre the only one keeping THEIR world from ending #like how yours feels like it is! that you have to save these people and doing it in his honour when you should be doing it WITH him. #and then that isolation and not even telling dick ! #this is the second time bruce wayne cradled the corpse of his dead family and had to rise up from the ground instead of joining them. #blaming himself (zorro for parents/guilt complex & introducing jason to vigilantism) yet again #brb gotta rb that post lee had about the cycle of being a martyr and understanding his parents decisions in a new haunted way #i love being incoherent about very normal topics i promise guys really #cryptcites