#bc 2020-2022 I kept getting high on the weekends bc I worked a lot and I was fine

[the-100th-witch]

48 days not getting high~

I've hit where I haven't noticed any other changes from my long break but nearly 50 days~

I wanna go 100 days just to see how ill feel lol but I do wanna smoke but the want isn't really "I NEED IT" it's more like "man it would be nice to smoke rn lol"

but it is nice to say I have enough self control to stay off it for nearly 50 days~ my tolerance is gonna be so fucking low lmao if I do end up picking up a blunt/joint I better baby the hell out of it lmao

#personal #I'm literally gonna celebrate 100 days by getting high so idk what that tells you #but then again who knows maybe I'll keep not getting high on my own going for another 50 or 100 days? idk #my mental health memory and motivation has improved #but I think a lot of it has to do by living at home lol with my crazy mom and my sister bugging me all the time #bc 2020-2022 I kept getting high on the weekends bc I worked a lot and I was fine #I think the added stress of my family makes my mental health worst and getting high and using it as a crutch didn't help #anyways man I wish I could get high but whatever #let's get to 100 days