#bc ill be real im decking out bc my uncle loved seeing me happy and enjoying my own style

[ndntighnari]

I have. 3 cats. None of them are therapy animals. I believe i may have to look into a therapy animal after the past week

#no joke i have been the only fucking person in my family functioning #even tho im the youngest and also essentially lost the equivalent to a third parent #like my dad and other uncle have been dealing w the funeral shit #but when it comes to daily functioning and supporting others? #i am one of like. 3 people #the other 2 arent directly involved either #whereas i am #again. my 21 year old ass who just lost the equivalent of their third parent #supporting my 48 year old mother and 61 year old father #while also beating back an ex family friend who keeps accusing my mother of being the catalyst #and preparing to bring a baseball bat to the funeral to chase my bio grandfather off the premises #bc despite everyone telling him not to come #he intends to. #my uncle hated that mans guts #my dad cant stand him either #cannot wait to give him a fucking heart attack standing in the procession line #bc ill be real im decking out bc my uncle loved seeing me happy and enjoying my own style