#bc like a typical man my dad is absoloutely unable to do any of that

[kirishwima]

when will i move out. WHEN

#october actually but october cant come fast enough #i came home an hour ago from work #i planned on just taking care of my mom then showering and sleeping idek about dinner rn #and now my dad comes along and tells me he invited my siblings over for dinner #when my mom cant get out of bed and my grandpa is still heavily mourninf #and then he got mad when i said i cant do this today i need a heads up #he says 'u just need to say hi and go' but like...dude srsly #w my mom unable to help #im the hostess bc he cant do shit #and sure theyre my siblings but esp w my eldest brother its more like having guests over #we're like. acquaintances at best #we're close enough w my other brother but i still have no energy for anyone rn #i just cried myself to sleep the other night i need. time to myself to rest #my dad got so huffy about it and im like dude. #ur wife is getting surgery on wednsday and ur looking to have a boys night at home?? #where ill have to run around to get beers and bring snacks and care for everyone #bc like a typical man my dad is absoloutely unable to do any of that #im so pissed off #burrito talks #delete later