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#because it being shinji being unable to control his persona his true representation of himself and it resulting in death is sooooo bleak
slugandthorn
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The coolest gender thing in the 2009 Japanese video game persona 3 100% how hard they coded shinjiro as the dead mom
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#i got soooo mad in the car driving home thinking about how his drug addiction is essentially the classic anime heart condition.
#in that the only side effect of the suppressants is that they will kill him. like?
#i realized for the longest time i had assumed the chest pain and sweating came from the drugs but thats. castor. obviously.
#it doesnt affect his mood or his awareness its like a mood stabilizer pain relief pill?
#its so odd that hes framed as like. being addicted to illegal street drugs. BY THE NARRATIVE.
#when its more like hes on the most insane experimental medication that they wont even test on like. rats.
#also im not fact checking any of this before posting. so i might be lying about things.
#idk if it was all of strega that had trouble controlling their personas but like. chidori was because of the Experimentation.
#and shinjis just like. mentally ill coded. in a bad way 😭
#The inability to regulate a mood/stimuli to the point where he can be unsafe to himself or others.
#broad ass symptom of disorders that are not treated well. its also interesting that its not brought on by a specific event.
#like the childhood fire is there. but you have akihiko right there to directly compare it to. and hes arguably more effected by it all.
#and he seems to be coping well 10+ years on like some coping mechanisms are kind of weird (protein) but nothing super out of the ordinary.
#so the problem is really the october 4th incident which was just a pure honest to god accident.
#the fact that it gets covered up as a car accident does feel like the best like. emotional equivalent.
#because it being shinji being unable to control his persona his true representation of himself and it resulting in death is sooooo bleak
#and it weighs on him for 2+ years of being suicidal and unhoused until finally he goes through with his suicide by martyrdom.
#i lost the plot a little bit on the gender situation with the vague allusions to fraility when story convenient
#acting as dorm den mother and cooking and sewing long hair jacket sillhouette reading like a dress
#was referring to that before mental illness took over. woman under the influencing this anime boy.
#long way of saying i think he should have a over the shoulder ponytail when hes older. and he should have a mood disorder.
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