#because it makes PMS and physical anxiety symptoms worse sdkjkln even though i'd never had palpitations before. CAN I CATCH A BREAK

[beesinspades]

very happy to be a little over two months on T but boi despite no changes the hormonal mess it's causing has been taking me on a RIDE and next time is my first shot by myself i totally expect to either chicken out or suck it up and feel sick af afterwards

#beelio talks #two months no changes AT ALL except the one IYKYK #i've sure had bad nausea and stomach aches and palpitations all of which are 99.9% likely to be because of hormonal mess-induced stress #because it makes PMS and physical anxiety symptoms worse sdkjkln even though i'd never had palpitations before. CAN I CATCH A BREAK #palpitations actually got MUCH better after my dose was increased though. for whatever reason. hormones work in mysterious ways #dw i got my heart checked today to be safe #and it's all normal bike test and EKG and echography (boi that was weird to look at) and all #still likely doing a 24 hours test in a couple of months but yeah the four doctors and nurses who looked at me were not concerned at all #despite my heart rate being a bit too high #but that was likely the usual appointment stress and influenced by the bike test #i'm home now and it's back to my usual 70s-80s instead of the 115 it was back there lol #ANYWAYS #love being on T. hate the adjustment period. #i don't expect visible changes so fast btw! but when i say no changes i mean i also don't have the libido/hunger/warmth increase etc. #like if it wasn't for the one thing i'd think it doesn't work hahaha