#because yeah its fun im having fun this is supposed to bef un you guys

[wind-becomes-lightning]

"I understand that the way media and technology has gone it's conditioned us to believe that our creations only have value if someone else is watching- and it's not true. There is nothing wrong with you if other people don't pay attention to your art. That art is for you. And that is enough - I promise."

Super Eyepatch Wolf - Influencer Courses are Garabage

#things to keep in mind #things to aggressively keep in mind #i should print it and put it onto my wall rigth in front of my face #there look its true its true #you dont need the numbers you dont #because you have fun creating #if you dont have fun creating stop CREATING #i have been thinking #why do i do so many themed weeks in a row? i dont have to nobody forces me to #i could skip some nobody would know #it rarely brings me many more notes or whatever #but the truth is #i love working with prompts #prompts are fun they get my brain rolling #i enjoy thinking i did something that i took part in something #i do themed weeks because they seem great fun to me #thats why #so yeah i will keep doin git will keep writing for friends i will keep writing ocs #because yeah its fun im having fun this is supposed to bef un you guys #many things in that video were very true #like that you stare at metrics a lot you look at if the numbers for new creations are enough #and yes this is very youtube centred since its the topic but #YEA!! i look at my ao3 numbers MULTIPLE TIMES A DAY #and it drives me CRAZY #hit count to kudos count makes me nuts #how many bookmarks does one have #what is written IN THAT BOOKMARK #that one person calling my editing scrappy lives rent free in my head #i dont WANT TO bee like this because it ruins me #BUT I AM