#because. i walk like he did in that clip when i dont have my cane. i have my hands clasped in front of me like that.

[senseiwu]

I'm sorry but the "I am.a surgeon" meme.makes me feel sick

And the fact that people who have no clue whats going on act like dr han is some "chad" and not an ableist jerk

#i hated that period on twitter #i knew it would be a slippery slope to other things and i was right #im still haunted by a post that insulted shaun for 'walking like c3-p0'. that was months ago andnit still makes me verh self concious #because. i walk like he did in that clip when i dont have my cane. i have my hands clasped in front of me like that. #just. to be clear. there is a difference between autistic people making fun of what they think is a bad representation and neurotypical - #people mocking a character who is meant to be autistic. i hope that makes sense. #like i know for a fact that a lot of the posts i saw were not from autistic people #and it made me feel sick because i know ive had moments like that #i think thats why people used to laugh at me when i was angry #anyway. idk where im going with this #i just wanted to look up my comfort show in peace. but. #its filled with that freaking meme #i hate it #i hate it so much