#blah blah blah i love harutaka and theyre making me sick

[dani-the-toad]

always thinking about how harutaka have opposite senses of loss.

takane fears losing herself in such a different way than haruka, because she lost her physical form. she lost her body, she lost her senses beyond sight. she lost all physical affections and attributes and friendships and everything. she was unrecognizable, but in a different way than haruka.

haruka lost himself. his body still moved and continued, but he lost everything that made him. he wasnt beyond recognition, shintaro eventually realized that, but he had nothing left to him. he was a blank slate, a loss of personality, of memory. nothing stayed very long.

they both fear losing it all again, they fear losing each other. they are both so scared but they have each other, they have their friends back. and i dont think they can really ever be lost again, not like that at least.

#toad rambles #blah blah blah i love harutaka and theyre making me sick #kagepro #harutaka