#both like from the aggie AND from tumblr for this past week ... but im also sorry to assume that anyone DID worry

[flyingspicerack]

*peeks out from the rock i was hiding under* ... hi

#spice.txt #sorry ... i didnt intend for this to happen #i just uh ... i spiraled again and i needed to go and stay away from everyone for a while #doing that aggie when i wasnt 100% mentally ready to do one was a bad idea #im glad everyone else had fun tho #my feelings got hurt by several people but its prob bc im too sensitive and stuff and im sorry if i made anyone worry with my abrupt leave #both like from the aggie AND from tumblr for this past week ... but im also sorry to assume that anyone DID worry #i dont want to seem entitled to think anyone actually did miss me bc i wouldn't blame you lol #anyway... sorry again... ill be slowly coming back i hope #things are still a little touch and go ... im just struggling with my own self image and self worth when it comes to my place here #as in ososan tumblr... i just feel underappreciated but at the same time i dont think im worth appreciating so im having a lot of inner #like .... turmoil #feeling stupid and stuff... im working on it #spice.vent #sorry if u chose to read this