#but also skip the part where i was involved with a 36 yr old man like do not repeat my mistakes even tho i probably would do it again

[ghoul-haunted]

anyway sometimes you find yourself starving creatively so when that happens, break the glass box that says 'in case of emergency' and go right back to whatever made you go creatively unhinged in your early 20s and try to tap into that

#but also skip the part where i was involved with a 36 yr old man like do not repeat my mistakes even tho i probably would do it again #mcr and gorillaz were huge influences on me creatively then and i feel like that explains a lot and also absolutely nothing #since i dont post that kind of work anymore #WHICH HONESTLY? A SHAME. since a lot of the stuff i made then is like. #i think it's actively better than a lot of what ive done recently in a certain kind of way. and i didnt post ANY of it #im going to unarrange my bones and try and figure out why im so adverse to posting that kind of work #anyway i was creative in a vacuum for the better part of this year and im finally tapping out of that bc it was good for rediscovery #but i want to like. heurhgh. im not typing all that out in the tags