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#but equally I’ll never be ready cause the medical trauma bullshit runs so deep and is so prevalent in all aspects because the fucking
mellaithwen
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#I struggled with what to talk about in therapy this week so of course my chronic illness said cHALLENGE ACCEPTED.
#but here’s the kicker — I know the second I open that box that it is going to fuck me up so I’ve been drifting past it
#but. idk.
#I want to sit on the floor in therapy but I can’t even say it cause it sounds stupid but I really want to sit on the fucking floor
#I know if I’m not ready to dive in then I’ll undo progress
#but equally I’ll never be ready cause the medical trauma bullshit runs so deep and is so prevalent in all aspects because the fucking
#disease is prevalent everywhere and
#I don’t have the resilience for any of it
#I have one dose of victoza left and that’s it - the pharmacy have giving me 5 IOU’s so far
#and I was finally seeing my numbers steadying out
#and it makes me so angry because it’s too much
#it’s too much to advocate for yourself and research and manage and try and you ask for help and you get shit in return
#and I’m so burnt out with it but you can’t even BE fully burnt out because that would mean death
#so all you can do is be a bad student
#and then the endocrinologist tuts
#in your five minute appointment that you waited 18 months for
#it’s too fucking much I WANT A FUCKING BREAK
#will delete this later
#just needed to rant and get it out of me so it doesn’t fester like always
#I’m tired
#t1dlookslikeme
#type 1 diabetes
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