#but fnq raised my mama and waves are not part of her beach going experience

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#clocks go back this weekend finally #a summer of rain and killing plants in the hot days in between #we're taking mama away #just up the coast for two nights #try to go to the beach one last time #we aren't Sydney beach people really #ill go in a sea bath #but fnq raised my mama and waves are not part of her beach going experience #weve got her walker packes in the car and shes awfully grumpy about it all #last things #every time we do something this summer it whispers in the back ground #i turned up the christmas carols but its louder despite being unsaid #i hung garlands of flower from the ceiling for my neice's birthday and somewhere in there was a banner reading last time #i get annoyed when i put her to bed that she takes so long to get settled as im always tired and desperate to sleep as i have to work #and then i hate that im annoyed #i missed friends and dinners and friend's plays and world pride events #i saw harry and danced and sang and hugged internet lovely humans #i looked at art #i watched far too many tik toks #i wore factor 50 #I'm ready for winter #maybe the last one