#but he is my inspo ig. embarrassing ik

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not me getting my ear pierced bc of a kpop man that doesnt even have his anymore

#nah ok ive wanted another piercing for a while #but he is my inspo ig. embarrassing ik #but if he's not gonna bring it back then I'm gonna!!! #crazy how i used to be extremely scared of even the thought of a piercing #i used to be very paranoid about my lobe ones closing (still kinda am so i wear earrings 24/7) #bc i got them pierced at a few months olf #and told myself if they ever closed thats it for me bc id never get any piercings #but now im in my brave era 😌 my conquering fears era 😌 #ever since i became ill ive been a much stronger person imo #not that illness has to make u strong or anything like that dont misunderstand #i just have developed a more carefree attitude. im less scared in general of things #bc life is too short #this entire essay and for what? its not that deep but it kinda is for me 😭 #started as a kpop boy joke now its srs ok lemme shut up #anyways im excited :))) nervous but excited !!! gonna be sexy