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#but i figure where else can i pour out my heart into a lovingly enfolding void like this <3
madamescarlette
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You ever have to be like, "no babe you're not bone-breakingly heart-rendingly sad, you just had less than five hours of sleep"? Yeah.
#lack of light november really doing a number on me this year!
#this is not a worry-for-me post btw. it's like that comic of the raccoon advising you to shower to eat or to sleep when upset
#it's my last full week of being a student going about doing student activities and i keep doing things going what if that's the LAST time??
#which i've been actively trying to avoid doing because when i left my old school i overdid it and i was actively mourning leaving my place
#there for the last six months like someone constantly picking at a wound
#and while it was the most beautiful time of my life and it might always be i really regret having spent so much
#of my final moments there being sorry that it was final because i just grieved it! twice!
#i grieved it afterwards and i grieved it beforehand and i kind of wasted my precious time grieving it beforehand
#so this time i've been TRYING to practice restraint and not spend my time brooding and just be here instead!
#and not say goodbye to every doorway and every leaf and every brick in the pathway until i'm actually saying goodbye
#but it suddenly burst into proper fiery colors on all our foliage over the break and i came back and suddenly it was ablaze
#with perfect color and i'm walking around this week with my hand on my heart going oh!!! i love you so much
#thank you for sending me off like this!!! i loved being here with you!!
#so. tis hard not to mourn. but till then there are papers to write and chapters to be read and then girl has to scurry
#and write her daily poem before sleep
#so it will be alright it will be alright <3 this i believe!
#i may delete these tags later because they might be overshare-y or too despondent and not need to be said
#but i figure where else can i pour out my heart into a lovingly enfolding void like this <3
#happy Tuesday tumblr i love you all dearly!
#thank you for all your tags today btw I will come back and reply to them tomorrow when i'm a bit clearer-minded
#thinking out loud
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