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drawing-way-outside-the-lines · 4 years

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So here’s the thing....

I posted a post 18+ hours ago, and it was still in ghost jail when I deleted it less than an hour ago. Which means it never showed up on the dash, and only one person saw it. Nothing of sexual nature was on that post. Except 3 pics including male nipples.

It’s summer, it’s hot..... yet my male sims aren’t allowed to take their tshirts off, cause that’s simply too sensitive for Tumblr. In real life, men can freely run around with their shirts off on the street, but on Tumblr oh no no no!

To say that I am tired is really toning it down. It’s becoming increasingly difficult to get any post through unless it’s a close up of someones face, and even that can be marked as sensitive (ghosted). I see more and more simmers that has never posted nsfw getting their whole blog flagged, and staff in most cases don’t lift a finger to fix it. I even had problems when I tried running my bc, which was one of the main issues that let to me eventually taking a break from the project, and is one of the very reasons I keep postponing taking the bc up again. The struggle of posting something you have worked days on, just to see it disappear into nothingness, where all you can do is hope it will eventually be released, is just demotivating to say it the least. Usually it takes a couple hours, which means by then I am already losing notes I wont get back, even if I reblog the post, because it seems to me that ones a post has gone into ghost jail, it simply doesn’t have the same reach as it would had it not been ghosted. So this is about notes? Yes and no. Notes tells me how much reach my posts have. So if I usually get around 17-25 notes on a regular post, but suddenly only receive 10-14 notes on a ghost post, after it’s freed, AND I reblog it, well that tells me some of the reach on that post has dropped. Specially when it happens repeatedly. Furthermore it’s now not only a matter of hours and a post will be released. 18+ hours this time, and it was still not visible. How much longer should users wait for Tumblr to free their posts? A thing I used to have so much joy from, barely give me joy any longer. So why am I still here? Which leads to the obvious solution, move somewhere else, right? And I would... if there were any reach anywhere else. But there simply isn’t. Waterfall flunked, New Tumbl flunked, then there’s pillowfort, which seems to be the best alternative, but people just aren’t moving there, no matter how many posts are made about it, and how much worse this hell site is getting. Personally I have 2 problems with pillowfort: 1. I have absolutely no energy for yet another social media. I am a person that due to health problems have very low energy, and the energy I do have, I have to use wisely or I run completely dry and might spend weeks in bed. Making yet another social media account, would be a big mistake. I would have to delete one other social media account, in order to mentally and physically “afford” pillowfort. And I have nothing I can delete. Well I could delete Tumblr, right? If I were to migrate to PF anyway? Yeah no, that wouldn’t happen, I would still be active here, cause here is where the sims community is, that includes cc creators/old downloads. If I delete my account, I wont have direct access to all that any longer, including friends that wont migrate to PF. All other social media I have is personal, such as Facebook/Twitter/so on. I wont be deleting my personal stuff to make room for more sims. My life is 85% revolved around sims as it is, it’s tragic, if I delete more of myself, well... 2. Once again, loss in reach. If I move my blog to PF I will potentially have even less reach than I have now on this broken shit site. Cause so very few of my followers are actually on PF. Why are we posting on Tumblr (or anywhere else for that matter) to begin with? Obviously it is to share our sims world with others. So if no one sees it, what’s the point??? Why be on social media at all, if all you do is post for the void? At this point I am very much torn on what to do, and I have less and less mood to even try to make a post. I work days usually on a regular post, and then POOF gone... for absolutely no reason other than male nipples. I don’t see Tumblr getting fixed, I don’t see people migrate to PF, at least until everyone is so affected that it is migrating or losing your mind. So I guess we will all sit on our asses, and simply wait and see what comes first. Sounds like the battle plan of the century.

#And I will dress everyone up in thick sweaters for future posts #Daniel mumbles

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cicidraws · 3 years

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tw: hazbin hotel / helluva boss.

i got arund to actually watching hazbin hotel / helluva boss.

i ended up liking it alot.

1st things first: i shouldnt have to make a post, but im a full grown adult who can tell whats bad or not, especially having major triggers of my own and can tell whats harmful.

2nd. i fucking hate viv. and some of the voice actors behaviors along with her. i alwyas will, she disgusts me. again, im an adult. i hold her accountable. but i can also enjoy things and be critical of the things i like. just like how everyone loves homestuck. and hussie is a piece of absolute dogshit and there were awful things in the past. even some people who helped out in things we loved in homestuck can be pieces of garbage. hold people accountable.

3rd. i may possibly draw art for it. im giving you just a heads up even though i shouldnt have to. i will absolutely 1000% tag hazbin hotel/ helluva boss. i understand. i do. i avoided it at all costs for a long time. but i find myself enjoying little pieces of this animation. while i wish viv wasnt getting any fucking credit for anything, honestly, i still enjoy the designs and pieces of it. again for the millionth time: im an adult.be critical of things you like, but you can still enjoy them. see #2.

4th: i dont support viv. and i wont be drawing anything nasty on this blog or offensive that i dont feel comfortable drawing. even in private. im not a freak and if ur a freak u can block me and disappear thank u.

5th: im tired,my thoughts are messy here, i apologize. but i enjoy something, that i am very much critical of, and know whats right, whats wrong. i can still enjoy the things i do, like homestuck. i just wanted to give everyone a heads up rather than feeling bad for enjoying something. there are parts of the shows i did not like. absolutely. certain situations/things said. i hate them and i wish i didnt have to hear it. but theres lots more, in an artist-perspective, that im enjoying. as a person who wants to do character designs and concept art.

i will learn from shitty artist/animators mistakes. and ill always try ot do things in a way that makes everyone happy and comfortable. ill do so til the day i die. just because i enjoyed this, doesnt mean im gonna start falling down a disgusting gutter of bad things, im not all that impressionable, thanks. and to think i cant think for myself and think about others andrespect others, is an insult.

but let me put this here: i will tag all posts if i reblog or make art of this show. because i care about you. but there will be no offensive Anything on this blog. i promise you. if i do make a mistake, IMMEDIATELy i will take something down, and learn from it. im an adult who can change my behavior, and learn new things. that is how we grow.

fuck viv though and everyone who encouraged her shitty behaviors. yall disgust me.

dont reblog this or screnshot or repost this thanks. if you do youre an asshole.

i will continue to do homestuck art. this isnt becoming a hazbin hotel/helluva boss blog. dw. ill draw homestuck, undertale, all that good stuff. im still enjoying what i always have.

#long story short: hold people accountable. be critical of what you love.

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sckyie · 3 years

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mini updates along my hiatus:

✑ im writing more smut for practice and yk also bc i just feel like it im sowwy minors but if you read it im stealing your teeth

✑ also about my smut; consent is sexy and im always going to include it since i don't write dubcon/noncon

✑ i'm will try writing two imagines a day, one for each one of my accounts ( @keicifer )

✑ please send me requests or song requests from the song series i beg of you

✑ @ anon who sent me the prompt 16 request ill add it to my valentines week event but you didn't specify the genre so im ASSUMING angst

✑ i had a scary moment where i had to call 911 (im okay everyones okay) so it halted some of my writing

✑ i used to not like oikawa but now i am okay with him i still wont simp/kin him

✑ yes i did reblog while on hiatus, i just like supporting my friends and my disappearance was just to write

✑ kinda thankful this week i got some time away from my blog; i had the worst breakdown in the world,, im still kinda struggling but i still have some content to put out

✑ valentines event week 2/7 to 2/14; divided in 3 categories, 5 angst imagines, 5 fluff imagines, 4 smut imagines ( not going on my bnha acc )

✑ 3/1 is when ill be starting a new smau with tsukishima; 2/19 is the preview date

✑ upcoming imagines list coming out later today

#sckyie #exclusives with bubz #tw: mental breakdown

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petitewishes · 6 years

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Intro Post!

Wow, I've had this blog for so long and all I was doing was reblogging shit of how I felt. I had a little journal once but then someone moved it because it was in a different spot in my room and I think they might've read it but I don't know for sure.

If they read it wouldn't they have said something.. did they just not care … IDK

I've always had ED accounts but I'm well known for my twitter ED account. However there's only so much you can express with 180 characters ( or however many it is now )

ANYWAY. My point is this is now my online journal. I hope I can keep up with posting. I might explain more when I come back from my advisors office, I have to talk to her about my 4 year plan. Im going to think of a hashtag for my posts so that you don't have to search through for my posts.

I act like this blogs going to be popular when I know it wont.. Its just my thoughts. since im so tired of posting so much on my real life finsta and twitter, I must be annoying people. I want to disappear from their lives from a while. I wonder if they'll notice. I don't want them to know my life but I still want to post about it.. so this is perfect. I can be whoever I want to be behind a screen. I assume its harder for the bitches who found my ED twitter to find this. As long as I don't post pics I should be fine!

Anyways, I better go. Ill never spam but Ill try to make one big long post for the day and edit it throughout and date and time it so that I don't get confused if I ever look back at my horrible mess of a life.

Also yes if you didn't notice.. Im very dramatic.

Always feel free to message me!

#FatMarsThoughts

#FatMarsThoughts #ED #EDdiary #ana journal #MyIntro

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sneegsnitties · 7 years

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Making It Work Chapter 1: Confessions

so this is my latest fanfic... heres the AO3 Fanfiction.net aaaand Wattpad :D

I am posting it here as well

Summary: "Cole was glad to be human again, he could finally touch water without dying, he could feel, he doesn't have to worry about disappearing

But he soon finds himself jealous about Jay and Nya

Jealous of Nya because she has someone like Jay

Jealous of Jay because he has such a beautiful girl like Nya

He realizes he has a crush on them both"

Cole had never thought that he would be in a polyamorous relationship with his best friend and his girlfriend, well, now his boyfriend and girlfriend... this was new to him and to Jay and Nya... They have to learn how to make it all work. This is going to be a bumpy ride with many adventures ahead...

Pairings: JayxNyaxCole

Cole was glad to be human again, he could finally touch water without dying, he could feel, he doesn't have to worry about disappearing

But he soon finds himself jealous about Jay and Nya

Jealous of Nya because she has someone like Jay

Jealous of Jay because he has such a beautiful girl like Nya

He realizes he has a crush on them both...

And he's felt this way ever since they moved into Yang's temple, he's attempted to ask the old ghost for advice. But he was clueless as well. So that didn't help much...

So here he was, eating a piece of cake in the Tv room, not really paying attention to what was on.

Then Jay and Nya walked in and sat on action couple of bean bags that were placed on the ground

"Hey Cole, you don't mind if we play video games do you? Jay asked

"No... I wasn't paying much attention to the tv, anyways.

He was glad that he had dark skin, or else they would've seen the blush that was spreading on his face

"Are you okay...? You look a little uncomfortable" Nya asked with a concerned look on her face

"Y-Yeah, just still getting used to being human again..." he said, shrugging

Okay but that wasn't a lie, he had to remember that he couldn't walk through walls, or float, or disappear.

Not in the bad way of disappearing, just, becoming invisible... so he could get out of this awkward situation

They didn't seem convinced... but then Jay whispered something into Nya's ear and she gave a small laugh

"Bet you can't beat me in Mario Kart!" Nya grinned and turned on the gaming console abd grabbed a controller after putting the game in

"Oh, you're on!" Jay grinned and grabbed his controller

He watched as the two as they chose their characters and proceeded with the race, it was slightly entertaining seeing the both of them being so competitive against one another

He contemplated on telling the two how he felt, but he didn't want to ruin their relationship again.

So he finished the slice of cake he had and got up to go to the kitchen, the two were too focused on their game to notice that he had left ---------------

After he put his plate away, he ran into Kai

"Oh, hey cole" Kai said, but then he must've noticed something was off about the former ghost

"Hey are you okay?" He asked frowning

Cole shrugged, he didn't know how to explain how he was feeling,

"I was just gonna go train or something"

Kai didn't look entirely convinced, "yknow you can tell me anything, right?"

"Yeah..." Cole said and started to walk towards the training room, "but I'm fine..."

Kai followed him, "Cole, we've been living together for, I don't know, at least 6 or 7 years?" He said frowning, "I've learned that when any of us say that were fine, we really aren't... if you bottle up your emotions, it'll just make you feel worse" Kai paused, "trust me, it's better to talk than to keep it hidden"

Cole sighed, he was right... about both things

Living with your friends, has you learn their habits, how they hide their emotions

Bottling up your emotions never ends well either...

Kai put his hand on the black ninjas shoulder in reassurance

"Okay... but I don't know how to explain it..."

"Take your time, and how about we go to your room, that's more private than standing in the middle of the hallway

Cole nodded in agreement, and walked in silence with Kai towards his room

When they entered, Kai asked again, "what's wrong, cole?"

"I really don't know... but I think I might be jealous"

Kai raised an eyebrow, "of who? Jay and Nya?"

"Y-Yeah, I think... I don't want to ruin their relationship again! I felt really bad about it the last time..!" Cole said nervously

"Hey, Hey slow down... tell me why your jealous" Kai said reassuringly

"Okay..." Cole took a deep breath, "I'm jealous of Jay... because he has a beautiful person like Nya... I'm jealous of Nya because she has a great guy like Jay... I don't know, it's stupid..."

Kai raised an eyebrow, "so your saying your jealous of my sister and Jay, because you like the both of them?" Kai said, smirking, and raised an eyebrow

Cole felt his face go warm, "y-Yeah..."

"So that's why you've been all awkward around either one..." Kai chuckled

Cole's eyes widened, "you knew!?"

"Aw c'mon, dude, it was kinda obvious" he shrugged

"Do the others know..?"

Kai shrugged again, "Zane might, cause being a robot and all... and he has Pixal in his head, and I don't think Lloyd cares... Jay and Nya might not, but who knows"

Cole groaned, "I just don't want it to end up like last time..."

"It won't, I'll talk to the both of them.. And have them talk to you" Kai said patting my shoulder

I nodded, "thanks..."

"No problem!" Kai grinned and walked out of the room

Cole let out a deep sigh and flopped onto his bed, he didn't know how this was going to turn out, and he hoped that Kai wouldn't ruin anything...

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He ended up lying there longer than he intended to, taking a short and unintentional nap where he lay, slightly uncomfortable, but otherwise fine... and

He looked at the clock on the nightstand next to his bed, it read to be nearly 6:30... dinner would be served soon... so he got up and walked to the Dining hall, and was surprisingly the first one there...

He pulled out his phone, finally being able to use it without it falling out of his hands, he had a bunch of notifications from his social media accounts, most were likes, and the rest were comments, reblogs, etc.

He tended to ignore certain comments...

But that didn't matter to him anymore since Jay and Nya walked in...

Sitting on either side of him

"Hi Cole..." Jay said softly

"Hey..." Cole whispered

"So Kai talked to us.." Nya said putting her head in her hands on the table, Jay followed her example

"O-Oh..." he hoped that Kai didn't mess any thing up..

"He said that you like the both of us, that you were too nervous to tell us yourself" Jay said

"He also said you didn't want to ruin our relationship with this.."

"So we talked... and we came to an agreement"

Cole held his breath, he hoped that they wouldn't say what he feared

"And... we want you to be with us..." Nya whispered

Cole's eyes widened, "R-really?"

Jay nodded, "We don't want it to end like last time either, I don't want to go through that again"

"Me neither... that's why I was so nervous about this..." Cole gave a chuckle and rubbed his arm.

Nya smiled, "well... last time was when we were all a bit younger than we are now... and hopefully more mature..." she glanced at Jay quickly, who caught her glance and his face turned a bit red from blush.

Cole grinned, he was feeling better now that he knew how the two felt about him...

"There's a smile!" Jay said grinning and wrapping an arm around his shoulders, making him sport a blush of his own

Nya smiled and placed a kiss on his cheek, resting her head on his shoulder. Jay followed her example, leaning on him as well.

Cole blushed harder, he was glad that his dark skin hid most of the blush, but he relaxed under their touches...

Dinner was served not long after their talk. They explained their newly formed relationship.

Lloyd understood, he said he'd rather have our relationship over the fights we used to have over Nya, and other little things. Though, he said not to get too mushy around him.

Lloyd still finds romance gross, like he did when he was physically younger.

Mentally, he still sometimes acts like he's 10, or around that age. It's easy to forget how old he mentally is, how mature he often acts. The poor kid needs a break.

"As long as you guys don't fight like you used to, I'm fine with it" Lloyd grinned

Zane approved, he said pixal did as well.

Wu had no comment, not sure if he approved or disapproved. Maybe he feared that it will end up with us fighting again.

Cole had no idea what Misako thought... she didn't comment comment on it either.

Kai, sent me a look, like an "I told you so" look. I rolled my eyes at him.

Other than that, dinner went well. They talked about recent events, flirted with one another a little, or attempted without falling into giggles.

Then, later that night, he thanked Kai for helping him out.

"No problem, anything for my friends" he grinned, "and please, try not to hurt my sister..." he added with a serious tone in his voice

Cole nodded, "I wont, o-or I'll try.. I'll try not to hurt either of them"

Kai nodded and walked off.

Cole sighed again and went to go find Jay and Nya.

#ninjago #tempjago #Making It Work

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