#but like its also fine we’re growing as a person ✌️

[wander-wren]

god hates me i fear bc why else do i have emetophobia but also adhd that makes me seek dopamine via food and Also a chewing stim and no chewies which means Snacks but also executive dysfunction that means sometimes i cant drag myself to brush my teeth and even when i do, whoops, full circle, sometimes i don’t anyway bc it triggers the emetophobia

#bird noises #vent post #its like fine Im Fine Guys #ive lived like this for somewhere between two and four years #time is fake #i just catch myself adapting to The Bullshit sometimes and i have to step back and look at the whole scale of it for a moment #emetophobia is fear of vomiting if youre too lazy for google #its shit btw. easily worst menchal illdness #but like its also fine we’re growing as a person ✌️