#but luckily the app has this little toggle function where I can turn it on and off

[bagels-withcreamcheese]

Missing home once again

#ugh only another day of this shit #Dreamhack has been an absolute bust ngl #like today was. ok. but yesterday was just pure shit and there’s no making up for that #I managed to get my card reactivated today luckily bc I was kinda sol #it got deactivated for fraud for like the FIFTH FUCKING TIME THIS YEAR #Like I swear to god I’ve gone through so many cards this year #but basically I convinced her to turn my card back on bc I rlly needed to be able to use my card for shit #she was like hmmm it’s probably not a good idea to keep it on bc someone definitely has ur card info #and has tried to make multiple transactions with it #but luckily the app has this little toggle function where I can turn it on and off #so I just turn it on when I need it and then immediately turn it off #kinda annoying but will have to do until I can go in for a new one #anywho. #these cons feel so so much more difficult I’ll than they ever used to #like since uli and I met I’ve just dreaded leaving him #I’m so miserable when I’m away from him like it’s unbearable #the psychological pain is so strong it literally manifests into this heavy sore feeling in my chest #he calls me every night but it’s simply not enough like physical touch is my most prominent love language so not being able to hug him #or kiss his beautiful face a million times makes me so anxious and sad #but soon I will be back. #to my love. and my Nessy. #I miss her too my precious baby #he says she acts kinda different when I’m gone #he says when he comes home without me she runs around meowing really loud at him and mopes around #my poor little girl aaaa I miss my daughter #I jus wanna go home I hate Atlanta ughhhh let me leave #tomorrows the longest day of the con too for some weird reason usually Sunday is the shortest #it’s probably gonna suck as much as Friday but I rlly hope not #I want my sales comission #tess talks