#but mostly it feels like one big ol log jam in ma head

[theriu]

I noticed tonight how my brain these days is very much like, “of course I want to show off cool stuff I made, but I don’t wanna sit down and MAKE it. Why doesn’t the stuff ALREADY EXIST so I can show it NOW?! THIS IS A REASONABLE EXPECTATION!!!”

And now I’m realizing that my brain is acting exactly like the dog by @cupcakelogic

“Pls post?? NO MAKE!! ONLY POST”

#sigh #frustrations #my attention soan was short already and it has only gotten worse #and I keep putting off the self effort required to improve #BLARGH #THe good news is sometimes my frustration builds up to a point where I make some things just to get them off my list #but mostly it feels like one big ol log jam in ma head #river rants #brains #no take only throw #no make only post