#but noo i gotta be hashtag relateable and get the funny number up

[wasch-lappen]

I wish at this point people would just tell me they hate my opinion because I'm tired of a conversation just completely stopping dead in its tracks and after some time continuing as if I hadn't said anything.

What is it??? What did I do wrong this time?? You can tell me, I am used to doing stupid shit all the time!!!!!

And people dont understand why I assume I'm annoying to everyone and it would be no different to them if I just disappeared

#FUCK #like the second time in 24 hours i wrote smth into chat #ALL conversation stops #after like 10 minutes another topic is brought up and I might as well just not have existed #like im not angry about ppl hating me #im angry im always being told im not by people who walk on eggshells around my fragile ego #it is GOOD and RIGHT to hate me!!! #do it loudly!!!! #I KNOW IM RIGHT I KNOW YOUD ALL BE BETTER OFF WITH ME DEAD #THIS IS WHY NOONE CARES ABOUT ME ON EITHER OF MY BLOGS #IM A TERRIBLE PERSON #IM ANNOYING AND STUPID AND ANTISOCIAL #I notice the fact I only have maybe 1 or 2 friends #depends if one is preoccupied with his relationship #and theres good reasons for it I just- #and I care sooo much about my posts getting notes even stupid shit like this like whyyy why why #I KNOW its gonna get 0 notes and noone is seeing this and I might as well just write in a journal at this point #but noo i gotta be hashtag relateable and get the funny number up #even tho that never HAPPENS #GEE I WONDER WHY #CANT BE BECAUSE IM UNLIKEABLE AND MY OPINIONS ARE TRASH