#but now I’m like maybe I should’ve stayed in medicine 🤧

[erik-christine]

why can’t I just get the spoilers for my life like I wanna know if a career change will actually be better or will I just be even more stressed 😭

#i currently teach 5th grade #and I’m in a VERY rough school #like high turn over high trauma population extremely low income etc #the stories I have in the two years I’ve been teaching jesus christ #so my rose colored glasses are OFF #and idk if it’ll be better and fulfilling if I go to another school even just a transfer in the district #cause I’d still have similar problems and the pay would still be absolutely shit #then the alternative I’ve been looking at is PA school #I’m a constant patient it feels like since I’ve got crohns and I’ve done a year of nursing school before switching to education #but now I’m like maybe I should’ve stayed in medicine 🤧 #cause it’s my fav science and I like learning about it and I looooove the pas that I work with but it’s also a lot of work to get there #so where is the magic genie who is going to tell me whether I should try to find my way as a teacher or see if being a pa is a better fit #cause ya girl is stuck 😩 #ok I’m done rambling #elizabeth rambles