#but ough. i /could/ just do the last rb next year on the lake acc. but hmm

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Desperately gripping on and trying to resist the urge to abandon this blog entirely !

#i have 2 (two) sideblogs that are keeping me on here and that is IT #because i have another tumblr account. (my oc blog) i can just turn that into my main #but i have 2 sideblogs. one an update blog for a pet sim and the other a fandom blog. and like. i love them #i love the urls #oh but hmm. it would be. easy. to just. remake them. they dont have rly any followers so im not losing much #hhhhngh #bc this is the longest ive owned a single blog active blog and it SHOWS. i fear what lurks #id have to rename my insta to. hmmm #but do i deactivate or abandon #bc on one hand. i dont want old stuff to like. still be alive. on the OTHER. i look though my blog Alot to find my own art n posts n stuff #and i cant do that. if deactivated #potato rambles n speaks #how old even was i when i made this blog?? i had to be 14 at LEAST. do you know how awful that is to think about #14 yr me had terrible opinions #and ooh i Know im gonna regret deleting it the second i need something or dont feel apathetic to one of the sideblogs that arent the main 2 #but AAAAHHHHHH #EDIT: ok wait. i have something in my queue right now. that i need to queue again next year to. so. 2024. is when this blogs time can be up #but ough. i /could/ just do the last rb next year on the lake acc. but hmm #i need to look determined. i need to make it to the last year