#and i cant do that. if deactivated

[daisybell-on-a-carousel]

Desperately gripping on and trying to resist the urge to abandon this blog entirely !

#i have 2 (two) sideblogs that are keeping me on here and that is IT #because i have another tumblr account. (my oc blog) i can just turn that into my main #but i have 2 sideblogs. one an update blog for a pet sim and the other a fandom blog. and like. i love them #i love the urls #oh but hmm. it would be. easy. to just. remake them. they dont have rly any followers so im not losing much #hhhhngh #bc this is the longest ive owned a single blog active blog and it SHOWS. i fear what lurks #id have to rename my insta to. hmmm #but do i deactivate or abandon #bc on one hand. i dont want old stuff to like. still be alive. on the OTHER. i look though my blog Alot to find my own art n posts n stuff #and i cant do that. if deactivated #potato rambles n speaks #how old even was i when i made this blog?? i had to be 14 at LEAST. do you know how awful that is to think about #14 yr me had terrible opinions #and ooh i Know im gonna regret deleting it the second i need something or dont feel apathetic to one of the sideblogs that arent the main 2 #but AAAAHHHHHH #EDIT: ok wait. i have something in my queue right now. that i need to queue again next year to. so. 2024. is when this blogs time can be up #but ough. i /could/ just do the last rb next year on the lake acc. but hmm #i need to look determined. i need to make it to the last year

[donbrothers]

ankh giveaway request for @ankhisms from last year i completely forgot to post !!

[ID: a digital bust drawing of Ankh from Kamen Rider OOO. his head is tilted down slightly and he is looking up at the viewer with his brow furrowed. half of his face is obscured by his hair and shadows. he looks sad. below his collar his body blends in with the solid red background. silhouettes of birds in orange-reds surround and overlay him. /END ID]

#i cant believe i never posted this it's one of my fav sketches from last year !! #i remember having a Time trying to figure this one out which is why its in a different brush than i usually sketch in.. #sometimes just making yourself do smthn different is the answer<3 #as ive said the other winner from last year deactivated so i feel weird about sharing it now sorry</3 so that one will remain unposted #ooo #🍦 #🤍 #✉️ #🖍

[b1mbodoll]

repeating “jealousy is a disease get well soon bitch” in my head every time i block rude anons and delete hatemail so i can try to brush it off but i am not ur strongest soldier so can you all stop being mean 🩷 please

#♡.gabi barks #im okay i prommy (im crying rn) #like omg seriously what did i do!!!!! i dont do anything but mind my fucking business!!!! and talk to my precious little friends!!!!!! but #apparently i cant even do that bc no matter what i always get meanies in my inbox 🤞 #like im seriously not doing anything i just came back and im already receiving asks telling me to kms and deactivate like do yall realize #im a person too.. like im literally real and i have feelings and im not a complete ditz #like what is so hard about treating people with kindness!!!! #ive spent all morning blocking mean anons and deleting asks and trying to brush off the mean words i see and receive and it hurts!!!! #im just a girl #if u send hate or tslk meanly to or about me im assuming ur a LEWSER and have no life bc i dont even do anything fr!!!!! im coolin!!!!! #i was gonna post this with the jealousy is a disease get well soon girl meme but i couldnt find it #anyway im fine!!!! (as im actively texting my therapist) #no bc im so upset and so angry WHAT AM I DOING WRONG #what am i doing to deserve this like please give me a valid answer so i can fix it im so tired of being sad and mistreated and bullied :( #i know i promised i was gna try to be more active but my little heart is so heavy and sad

[cheolhub]

okay, i hate hate hate posting teasers (?) bc i never end up finishing what im working on,, but im really excited with this fic im working hard on and would like to share the summary that the lovely mika aka @toruro helped me with!! 😻

#my favorite trope + my favorite man 🤓 #i WILL finish this fic #i hope it sounds interesting 🫡 #there’s a lot of comedic relief bc u guys know i cant do angst #if u guys dont like it ill deactivate #/j #well maybe…

[discoidal]

socmed is making me paranoid again... is it always cycles?? is the only solution to fully deactivate?? why is my outermost layer made of thin onionskins? and other questions etc etc

#i feel like someone vagueblogged me but i didnt–and still don't!–have the courage to confront them and now im just so paranoidddddd i !!! #cant function like this... when ppl just confront or block me i dont react like this why is a two sentence might-not-even-be-about-me vague #enough to genuinely trigger physical reactions? and goddd now what am i doing. vagueing abt vagues? what if i just deactivate chrissakes #<- i wont

[familyofpaladins]

Poll will be open for a week so people can vote ,and at the end I'll do which ever thing wins! (Because Im pretty sure I'll be at 500 then)

#But you ask: abby. Didnt you already celebrate 500 followers a year or two ago? #Yes. Yes I did #But then tumblr went and deactivated empty/unactive/bot blogs and I dropped into the low 400s range #And now I'm back up to 500 :) #if you do want to see me do something else to celebrate please mention it!! #I'm tired right now and cant think of many options lol #Polls

[burning-sol]

*BANGING FIST AGAINST THE WALL* CUPID IS GONE???

#📚 my posts #📌 thoughts #everyone is deactivating their blogs recently i cant do this anymore #number 1 zuen blogger is GONE............ #am i just meant to carry this burden alone now????

[taikk0]

hi tumblr sorry tumblr im back i promise to not care about twitter ever again

#taikko memes #i got sucked in im sorry #i hate that app so fucking much #I HATE TWITTER!! *looks over to my followers on twitter* not u guys tho.... #the only reason i have a twitter is so the ppl without tumblr get fed and thats it #twt acc deactivation looking real tempting tho #sorry yall having a social media platform crisis rn #not in the internet microcelebrity way. in the WHY CANT I HAVE ONE SOCIAL MEDIA WITH ALL THE GOOD FEATURES way #all social media apps sucks except for tumblr #tumblr only has a few tiny downsides and even then. that still makes it better than a majority of all the others i have considered #i wish i could use deviantart. i really do. but it fucking SUCKS #pleas... we need a new social media app.

[nwjn-z]

NNNOOOOOO

#WHAT THE FUCK #WHY DO ALL MY FAVOURITE WRITERS DEACTIVATE #i cant believe this #crying and throwing up

[pandoratheprocrasticreator]

If i had a nickle every time a huntlow shipper started a friendly conversation with me but it quickly devolved into them aggressively sending me the same 3 screenshots or repeating the same 3 ooc headcanons to convince me that the huntlow ship is canon and therefore it must be good and therefore i have to like it, i would have at least 4 nickles.

Which isnt a lot, but the fact that its happened at least 4 times means i am never going to like this ship lmao

#the owl house #toh #shut up pandora #huntlow #two of them were a lot friendlier than the two others tho #so those are the two i havent blocked #one person i did block said if i liked the show then i wasnt allowed to dislike huntlow bc thats part of the show too #which isnt how anything works #the other one whos since deactivated said i shouldnt use so much critical thinking bc it spoils everyones fun and YES I AM QUOTING THEM #the friendlier ones kept saying its totally cool if i didnt ship it but it was clear tha they wouldnt leave me alone until i did ship it #despite the fact that i said repeatedly that ppl trying to push the ship too hard was part of my problem with it in the first place #other than that the reasoning behind huntlow shippers seem to be a mixture of reading WAY too much into the bit actually in the show #not remembering their characterization outside the ship unless it helps push the ship #and a general inability to understand why someone might not like the thing they like #they assume my reasons for disliking the ship is that i dont understand why THEY personally like it #so when i say i do understand but those are the reasons i dislike it #they cant accept that and must explain it to me again #this isnt a problem inherent to likers of the huntlow ship this is just annoying ppl on the internet #but this is the most recent thing where this has happened so im grumping about it #lowhunt

[stupidscav]

fucj

#ok idk what to do #hey if you see this #i wont say your name #you deactivated #and im worried #you can takj to me or any of us #ily/p and i already miss you #please stay safe #please #ily/p #you are an amazing friend #i wish i could contact you #and im so sorry i cant #please stay alive

[smilesrobotlover]

I genuinely can’t tell if this person blocked me or if Tumblr fricked up

#I cant see their posts at all #it shows it as if they deactivated #like it’s completely gone #but I asked and their account is not gone? #I follow two of their accounts and I can’t see any of the posts on there #cant visit their accounts either #cuz it shows that the account is gone #but again. friends confirmed that they’re still here #and they also mentioned how being blocked looks different than the posts just being straight up gone #what the heck happene #smiles rambles #I don’t even talk to this person so I wonder why they blocked me if they did #I’m not super upset that they blocked me of course people can do what they want #but I liked their posts and I didn’t say anything wrong to them #oh well #I honestly think Tumblr is fricked up

[ticklykitty216]

Hello just out of curiosity but what I'd the pride flag in you banner?

Oh, that?

There used to be this account who had made pride flags for the tickle community for lees, lers, and switches. The one in my banner is the switch flag!

#Kitten_Blunders #TicklyKitty Answers #i think the account was called 'your_fave_loves_tickles' #or somthing along those lines #they deactivated but i cant remember exactly why #i knew they had gine on hiatus for a while #they also had a rule in place to no longer request minors to be put on the flags #but thats really all i remembered of them #hope op/the mods are doing well since then

[sageofthestarz]

Wtf is happening on ghost twt, why they hating on so many people the past two days

#legit theres a bunch of people celebrating the fact an artist deactivated theit account but like?? #what did they do?? #i cant find any of the actual reasonings behind hating on this person wtf is going on #also the sleeo token stuff too like holy shit #i liked the artist so im genuinely curious as to why theres hate on them all of a sudden I'm very out of the loop

[sonknuxadow]

i think it would be the plot twist of the century if rescuesonic3 and that one person who was sending weird graphic asks about sonic characters to everybody a while back were the same person

#i know i said before that i wouldnt say their url publicly but they deactivated that specific blog so i dont feel bad about it now #do people even remember the torture guy #if you dont remember or just werent into sonic at the time basically they were spamming random sonic fans with asks and dms #that were just long ass messages about how they would torture or kill certain sonic characters #and bad things that they wish would happen to them. it was So weird #and they had like a million different blogs because people kept blocking them and they wouldnt take that as a sign to fuck off #i remember they kept bothering me for months even after they stopped sending stuff to every single sonic blog ever #but rescuesonic3 seems to be targeting sonic movie blogs specifically rather than general sonic blogs #and also they dont really talk about the same characters that torture guy liked to focus on #so maybe they are different people. but i cant help but wonder because some of the stuff theyre saying has a similar vibe #they havent interacted with me at all but i feel like now that im saying something about it its gonna summon them LMAO