#but ralsei still idealizes and crushes on this version of kris in her head

[acaciapines]

me: haha yeah im not writing anymore deltarune fanfiction. i have other projects to focus on and i said everything i wanted to about my versions of the deltarune characters anyways!

also me, every time i hear the song presumably dead arm by sidney gish: but what if i wrote a krisralsei au where neither of them went through their character arcs and they’re instead depressed 20-somethings unable to understand each other and trying to get back half-remembered days from a childhood that wont ever exist again.

#chatter #EVERY TIME. WITHOUT FAIL. #this song (specifically the 617 sessions version) is just. ITS KRISRALSEI. #its kris about ralsei and the vibes are PERFECT and i just. #i just wanna write a bad end au where i try to capture the way that song makes me feel about them ok. #its about how in this au kris never comes to terms w being a coyote #and is (very badly!) pretending like theyre human and this is fine #and how ralsei is alone for ten years and forgotten alone in castle town #bc everyone else went dormant when kris stopped visiting but not her #but ralsei still idealizes and crushes on this version of kris in her head #that never really existed and so when she sees kris-now just cant really compute things #its how kris and ralsei keep pushing each others buttons and cant get each other #bc they were supposed to mirror each other but time and being apart broke that #so theyre just two people trying to understand #missing their friend from childhood #whos here but not the same #but somehow blah blah plot happens arcs happen #and by the end of things it isnt perfect but its the possibility of a future #which neither of them could ever really see before #and maybe they wont be in each others futures but they had this #and theyre both able to find solace and happiness eventually....even if it took them longer.... #also susie is ralsei's sister here <3 like they make that official bc those two deserve it #and since ralsei and kris fell out...susies the one to get ralsei out of the dark world #if you cant tell i think about this A Lot like no idea if ill ever write it #but consider that i could write it #consider that it is all i think about #also wtf why did i write an entire essay in these tags #krisralsei are just like that <3