#but thats actually a misconception and many people with fasd dont have the face

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turns out i have fasd (fabulous amazing silly disorder) 👍

#all the symptoms except the face thing #but thats actually a misconception and many people with fasd dont have the face #every single symptom matches up #every strength and weakness i have matches #which is kinda sad because it feels like my whole personality is just a Symptom lmfao #but its nice to know that there's a reason why i cant concentrate or do any studying and why im so forgetful n stuff #and im glad i found out so i dont hate myself for the rest of my life #and theres a reason im the way i am #and it isnt my fault #so yeah lol #hey guys im joining the neurodivergent gang wassup #it sucks though that theres no community for us #like with adhd and autism theres like a community because its so well known #but with fasd theres nothing #but there must be so many people who have it cuz all it takes is just a few drinks to fuck up the baby #but who get it misdiagnosed as autism or adhd because theyre similar #and cuz its such a bitch to get fasd diagnosed cuz no one wants to listen to you if you dont have The Face #i wont ever get it diagnosed probably or not at least whilst im a kid #because my mum doesnt want me to and doesnt listen when i tell her i have it even tho she has enough evidence that my bio mum drank #and i know she'll say theres no point because theres nothing we can do about it and itll just look bad on my resume blah blah blah #but it would be nice to and i would like to have it diagnosed just so its official and i can feel better about it a little #maybe one day ill do a campaign or something and spread awareness of it cuz that would be nice #and thats actually something i want to do maybe and get a purpose #and to help the kids like me who used to feel there was something horribly wrong with them and they couldnt concentrate or do anything #and who felt they were lazy and who were so miserable #because ITS NOT THEIR FAULT!!! #youre not lazy youre trying your best and doing so well #i want it to be more well known so people dont feel as awful about themselves and spend their life hating themselves #but for now ill just try to survive until adulthood #red meows