#but yeah 🥲 I don’t know if I can get thru a show that has like 5 straight couples lmao

[ju-ji]

It’s kind of killing me just a little bit that jimmy and sea’s only roles next year thus far are. not in the same show. I got attached to them real bad so fast and there’s no firstkhao yet either??? Like I need my emotional support boys and I need them together to maximize the joint slay!!!

#also sea’s downgrade to side character 😭😭😭 #at least he’s not playing a straight boy tho jimmy I love u good for u get ur bag etc. but I don’t have the disposition to watch het dramas #except for maybe high school ones SOMETIMES. not often. #I’m so happy for u and your ugly fucking girlfriend I’m serious EXCEPT I WOULD NEVER SAY THAT ABOUT ANY WOMAN!!!!! #i just only know how to talk in memes #but yeah 🥲 I don’t know if I can get thru a show that has like 5 straight couples lmao #and I’m like it sucks to only see the girls in side roles obviously the solution here is to double down on the gl series #would I be upset if they stayed in bl but switched partners? probably. I’m just so attached to them as a duo but at least it’s not straight #not to be a heterophobe I just really can’t relate to u guys like at all so it’s like. not fun to watch

[bunny-rambles]

ngl kaeya and diluc always make me wanna cry 🥲 THE HIDDEN STRIFE EVENT PLSSSS IM NOt OK IM SOBBING HALF THE TIME AND DYING THE OTHER

also haha strange that your blog is basically scara centric even tho you like albedo more, as a scara simp i love that BUT RECENTLY IVE STARTED TO SIMP FOR ALBEDO?? HELP?? Hes JUST- mwah ❤️

since the universe is letting me just suFFER im not really doing anything other than sleeping, watching tv and scrolling thru tumblr (oh and i cant forget DYING) so i decided to just ✨appear✨ again hehe

also i just started experimenting with writing a harbinger!reader and its too much fun and im listening to maybe too many villain playlists and then making my own lmao

anyway i need some thoughts abt albedo bumping into harbinger!reader and instantly figuring out who they are but reader has absolutely no clue that he does and also reader totally becomes protective of klee BECAUSE SHES SO CUTE HOW can ONE NOT LOVE HER OK ack im rambling 💀💀 BUT KLEE HAS NO CLUE THAT reader is well.. a harbinger and most likely a villain or at least has killed someone?? and im crying bc i just love klee and albedo so much now help-

thats should be all for now hhehehhe

- king

I think I got into the writing side of the Genshin community by looking up Diluc and Kaeya fics (not the ship, but their brotherly bond has such a good potential for angsty hurt/comfort that it was too good to pass up, even if it is only platonic) so this event really did feed me well lmfao

Hehehehe… Hehehe.. Heh… Welcome to the dark side, my friend. You’re stuck here now >:) Albedo’s model let’s him down tbh so I understand why some people don’t simp for him. But ugh in official art? Yeah, that’s a no brainer, he’s so GXYCUFUFYCGRDYCIVIH- (personally I like his model, could be better but he’s still a cutie- but his art is on another level entirely. Just- god tier, can’t get any better honestly, he just beats everyone else imo)

You can ✨appear✨any time you like, I always enjoy you in my inbox, no matter how late I reply, it’s always lovely to hear from you <33 but I hope you’re feeling better now :/

Villain playlists are very satisfying to listen to, really gets me in the mood if I need to write some arguments or just angst in general.

Ahem. Hope you don’t mind some brainrot rambling- I’ll put it utc for anyone else reading so they’re not spammed by it

I’ve been wanting to do something like a harbinger reader for quite some time, but I’m not sure if anyone would be interested in that, since I’ve seen quite a few people do that idea already. But if it’s specifically requested, I’ll do it,,, Anyway.

Yes. Harbinger reader. Albedo would figure it out soon, if not right away when he meets you. He’s wary of what a harbinger would want with his little sister.

If Klee was perhaps a little older, you would offer to take her under your wing, teaching her the ways of the fatui, operating as your apprentice. Your adorable little apprentice that acts like a living grenade, grinning as she decimates anything in her path. But alas, even someone as evil as you wanted to preserve her carefree innocence for just a little longer before she had to open her eyes to how cruel the world could be.

So, Albedo lets you carry on this little charade of protectiveness, so long as you’re not hurting her. It’s only when you protect him from an onslaught of Fatui soldiers on Dragonspine with your Cryo vision (or, you know, whatever vision reader would have but I just thought it shows that harbinger reader really cares if they’re using CRYO in a snowy environment. Also woukd be kind of funny with Albedo like ‘???? Why are you using Cryo in the SNOW?’ ), did he realise that what you were doing wasn’t out of cunning malice but out of the genuine connection you had made with the two blondes. You weren’t… Insufferable. In fact, you were quite pleasant to be around. But he still has his reservations about you being with such a corrupt group, that’s something he’s always going to be cautious of. And he does warn you, in a not so subtle way:

If you EVER put Klee in danger, Knight, harbinger, status wouldn’t of mattered between the two of you- he would deal with you personally. (I can’t tell if this scares or excites me- reader is probably extremely confused at the emotions it elicits)

Fortunately you knew better than to double cross him, especially when you were slowly falling in love with your enemy… oh no, what did that little girl do to you? She made you all… Soft. And now you’re falling for her brother. You’re an awful harbinger. You knew it was wrong and yet…

Something about this knight captivated you, especially when he brushed your hair behind your ear when it blew in your face, or whispered how you were his favourite muse when the world fell silent and it was just the two of you. Yes. The two of you, hand in hand - cities crumbling, gods falling - as long as you were with him, nothing could stop you.

Albedo would suit morally grey harbinger reader, you’re both flight risks and are willing to do whatever it takes to protect your loved ones. You’re also both incredibly dangerous and have the potential to unleash hell upon the world. Maybe two chaotic souls ground each other, keeping things in balance. But if anyone was to set either of you off… I don’t even think gods could stop the impending doom you both would bring. Thankfully, no one’s tried to do that. Yet.

Hehe. Maybe I went a little overboard but it sparked some inspiration, something I’ve been lacking in (especially today) let me know what you thought about it <3 expand it, if you like.

#bun speaks #king anon #ramblings #just complete brainrot that’s probably written messily but it’s okay #sorry if I went on for too long #don’t steal my ideas pls #albedo my beloved

[queennvirgo]

i think i’m getting better at owning my evil eye in some aspects 🧿

genuinely wishing healing and growth to the people that hurt me in the past. the hater there is fading as i invest more in myself i just dc

the jealously in my present however still go CRAZY, at least i can name it as that tho without my brain short circuiting into cognitive dissonance 🥲 i allow myself to feel it bc it’s a valid as any other feeling but do what i can to not project it.

the part that still makes me a bit hot is that i put all this extensive effort into not taking this out on the source and showing her kindness and i simply don’t receive it back. so yeah getting better but not feeling great ❤️‍🩹 let’s get into it:

this girl in particular infuriates me for a multitude of reasons. in fact her presence actually contributed to my breakup, i felt she snaked her way into this circle, took my job, and was being treated far better than i ever was in essentially the same position by my ex and said circle. this created a lot of extra tension in an already sinking relationship and i couldn’t do it, the whole situation just added insult to injury. it’s a bit messy when ur love life, social life, and job are so enmeshed. and i feel like it’s not even a learning curve for them at least not fully it was me being compromising and taken advantage of. some things that rubbed me wrong are her character yes but others make me feel like it’s just my own anger and projection of insecurities. this is something i’ve been aware of and worked on for awhile but the creative field just breeds competition, even if i don’t want it that doesn’t means other ppl aren’t constantly pitting me against fellow creatives so i have to be wary regardless and that paranoid seeps into me, man. i tell myself that she’s just a person and i could have easily done the same stuff she does when i was in a different head space, even just a couple years ago. admittedly i almost did on a few occasions. i made selfish choices bc of my own lack of self worth before and learned that at a younger age - it makes me resentful to see ppl still act carelessly and selfishly at big ages and nobody bats an eye. it feels like she’s rewarded in the exact spot i was disempowered. it’s uncomfortable at best, mostly triggering. i know a part of me wants what she has. i know i resent the treatment i perceive from the outside that she is given by her bf bc it so closely mirrors my life except my ex bf was withholding and unwilling and honestly downright stingy both in love and the work circle. while i don’t envy or agree with her relationship, how it began, or any of that it does make me resentful to see someone given the treatment i knew i deserved and fought for and was basically gaslit over. esp by someone who is the like the twin of my ex, essentially the same person, same exact job, same exact context. it’s just the slap in the face to see that yeah someone can do these things for u and not make u feel crazy for wanting them, he just wouldn’t. it’s not even alot to ask and i went thru hell in silence over it. none of these other parties are aware of my feelings, i don’t know that they’d care but it’s also not even productive to share. it’s just weighing heavy on me since July. i’ve only expressed and talked these feelings over with the ex recently (we still work together sometimes) and even he said that’s a valid way to feel. i deserve more and we both seem to know it. though acknowledging it doesn’t change much even now. i truly really was and still am asking for the bare minimum and it’s “hard to see someone living your dream” 🤪 which is dramatic and not at all the proper way to sum it up but it’ll have to do.

#vent/rant

[baekhvuns]

Use this ask to hide my next MASSIVE text 😅😭

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i gotcha!

ok first of all, ur doing so well bestie, ur pushing thru it but ur doing so well! <333

But I will be looking into moving to a city. There’s one city I can request next year that wouldn’t require much effort. But if I wanted to move to a bigger city like Seoul or Gwangju I’d have to redo the entire application process 🥴 Or reach out to schools directly, which sounds exhausting to me 🥲😭 I just wanna be where some action is. I’m bored as hell.

i think u should move to the city! im sure you’ll have a better time there not only for ur personal health but also for making more friends! ahhhh i think u could maybe reach out to one or two schools directly in case but als apply for the one city so at least you’ll be able to have a choice! GO TO CAT/DOG CAFES!!

hear me out, maybe try out some cafes you can work at? esp since christmas is coming im sure many would be hiring in like the downtown areas! you can also do the part time where they ask for extras on the sets of shows and itll not only be related to your degree but it’ll be a chance to meet may others!

😪 I think this is all something I’ll have to figure out along the way. Maybe I can eventually look at Germany for English teaching jobs. I’m not ready to leave Korea yet tho. For some God forsaken reason, I still feel like I’m supposed to be here, even if I’m just in limbo.

😭😭😭 you’re right! but also don’t force feelings just let it happen and if one day ur like “yeah no, not doing this anymore” then just go for it, don’t stay for the sake that oh i’ll have to move again or ill get questions on it! IN A LIMBO DBNDBD omg u can always go to italy, i know a few ppl who teach there and they say tho it’s like any other job,, theres a bit more life there you’re not always stuck staring at buildings! or omg come to canada 🔫

im glad u have ppl to talk to about it and if u see that mf again, if u don’t beat him up im on my flight to sokor 🔫

Girl, if you wanna help proofread or give me ideas for the Prince San fic 🙏🙏🙏 I have a beginning and an end planned but I got stuck in the middle. Also, I write like I write scripts 😅😭😭 It’s so dry 😭

omg absolutely !!!! imma need to know what trope ur doing, what kinda personality san and the yn has, im gonna put some links here for ideas u can get one , two, three! JCBSMDBC AND IF THIS SAN FIC OF URS ENDS UP TURNING INTO A IRL KDRAMA BC U MET A PRODUCER THEN WHAT THEN WHAAAAT

#✉️ : ask #🤗 anon