#butbits fucking awful everyyhing abt thisnis awful n its . im ngl it is killing me

[29121996]

am at my limit

#idk what to fucking call it but this Thought Process ig #is fucking Irritsting bc Something has got to give i am . Fuckign . #like . idk what . i should do abt it but this is awful #n idk how to desl w it at all lol . #but dawg i am going thfough it n have been since like 9pm its great . truly. #i hate Everything. #i think im being Swallowed internally by my own shit n idk hos to stop it bc like . im Trying so hard to getnthtough thisnshit #butbits fucking awful everyyhing abt thisnis awful n its . im ngl it is killing me #and i cant just put it down. i cant . but dawg it feels Never ending !!!! does it ever end or am i forever going to be !!! #picking up !!! the pieces !!!! of myself bc !!!! some boy !!! couldnt get his shit together !!!!! #n took it out on me #n vice versa anyway its a snake eating its tail situation. i . #i just . i feel way too young to b dealing w this #side note oomf n i complaining abt our situations n her saying 'im too old to be dealing w this' vs my #'im too young for thus shit' vibe . yeah #anyway i gotta Stop treating this fucking app like an indepth midstop between my twt n diary #bullshit