#connor and alana getting along is also super important to me btw

[shaniacsboogara]

poking at my dear evan hansen hyperfixation with a stick. STAY BACK!!! I ALREADY VANQUISHED YOU!!! WHY ARE YOU CREEPING BACK INTO MY MIND!!!

#tbf it's more of an “everyone is alive and also friends but in a nuanced way” au that my brain made up #like HOW FUCKING INTERESTING would it be if the musical had a similar plot but connor was alive??? #they THINK he's dead and evan still gets accused of being his friend but CONNOR'S NOT DEAD HE'S ALIVE #and then his family's like “oh we invited your friend evan over to see you” OR MAYBE HE JUST SHOWS UP and of course Connor's gonna say “wtf #like “that's not my friend fuck you” but since he's connor they're gonna think he's just being an asshole #and through some turn of events these boys decide to lie about being friends and shit #everything spirals a bit but they actually DO end up connecting over their issues and shit idk #not making it a “uwu they're besties!!!” type thing just... everything's just as messy #they just accidentally trauma bond sort of #lots of nuance and shit lots of complicated things going on #shit like this rots my brain #connor and alana getting along is also super important to me btw #alana “worked on one project with connor and now wants to help him because that's what a good person does” #she helps knock some sense into him and he helps her be less high strung #jared being caught up in all of this and starting to get jealous of connor but not wanting to show ot #because he was evan's friend FIRST #and evan was one of his only friends #ALSO MIGUEL COMING BACK??? (book character mention omg) #maybe not like a huge thing but connor needs to see him at least once #also autistic evan because he is #deh #dear evan hansen #average boog post