#constantly scared thst one day ill actually be dying n i wont take the symptoms seriously

[wholegrainbitch]

being in the uk and having undiagnosed chronic illnesses with ✨️mystery symptoms✨️ that could be signs of life-threatening conditions if untreated is really just a constant cycle of

>feel like you might be dying

>use the 111 symptom checker

>ignore whatever it says

#illness tw #have sat up for the past like??? 2-3 hours with an irregular heart rate and the most INTENSE palpitations #and was like. huh this is more than normal. and im not passing out #i just feel Bad(tm) #and i went on the 111 website and its like. “CALL US. SEE SOMEONE!” #and like honestly? just cant be fucked to sit in a hospital for 8 hours waiting to be seen #just to be told im “okay” by thr time they get to me AGAIN lol #anyway i have a “life threatening” symptom at least once a week where are my bitches at #eds #ehlers danlos #pots #chronic illness #constantly scared thst one day ill actually be dying n i wont take the symptoms seriously #cause ive let them convince me that none of it is real