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i have the worst pms (cramps, migraines, etc) and ive thrown up twice today because of them 😭😭😭😭😭😭 could you maybe write graves or price comforting their gf through this? no worries if its outside your comfort zone <3
oh no I’m so sorry! I get awful cramps too so I feel you 😭 and I know I’m a few days late to this ask (so I hope you’re feeling better!) but here’s a little drabble :)
also— I wrote this with graves in mind, but feel free to imagine anyone!!
also also this is my first time ever writing something like this so I hope it’s alright!
it’s considered taboo to talk about periods and ‘feminine issues’ with men, and that’s why you don’t bring it up to him.
you suffer in silence, wincing as a particularly brutal cramp makes your hands shake. you inhale deeply, closing your eyes to steady yourself.
“you alright?” you hear him call from the other room. you were just going to get a glass of water— you should’ve been back a minute ago.
“fine!” you call back, and you can’t help the snippiness in your tone. he doesn’t say anything else, and you return to the couch after another minute, flopping down beside him unceremoniously.
“what’s wrong?” he asks, eyes searching your face for a tell. he has an inkling— but he’d be damned if he said it out loud. asking if you were on your period would probably upset you more than
“nothing.” you tell him, and you reach for the remote on the coffee table, only to double over as another cramp hits you.
“c’mere,” he says, his voice soft and sweet as he gently pulls you into him. you don’t even try to fight him. you go willingly, tucking your head under his chin and allowing his arms to wrap around you.
“cramps?” he asks, and you give a small nod.
“want me to get the heating pad?” he asks, and you think for a moment.
“in a minute,” you tell him, closing your eyes and savoring the warmth of his body this close to yours. he was like his own personal heating pad, and you found yourself snuggling deeper into his side.
“this is good enough for now.”
he chuckles, and although you can’t see it, his smile is wide and toothy. he places a kiss on the top of your head, and makes a mental note to get that ice cream you like on his way home from the gym later.
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imagining the alternate universe scenario where reader does get honorably discharge
reader’s rage who soars into greater heights- heights they never knew existed- and in this rage reader is determined to drag down someone with them in the spiral
simon who had spilled everything to them
simon who trusted them.
simon who they trusted
simon who they trusted.
so as they leave- as reader passes by simon, no regret comes into their mind as they’re determined to make him feel as broken as they are. to shatter him into a million pieces in order for him to never pick himself again.
“You are just like your father.”
ohhhhh damn.
yeah, this hurts.
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Okay okay, now hear me out.
Instead of reader not forgiving them...
They do something that makes the team feel even worse...
They *understand*.
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Imagine reader waking up in that hospital bed, squinting at the bright lights above and feeling the cables and tubes and oxygen mask, when they suddenly remember everything.
They squirm against the bed as they hear a deep and soft voice, "Calm down, kid. It's okay."
Price is next to the bed, sitting a distance away in a chair. He looks exhausted, thick circles under his eyes.
(Basically everything that was in the actual fic happens, except when Price begins to apologize, reader instead goes:)
"It's okay Price..." They whisper in a cracked voice.
The room is quiet as Price processes what you said.
They repeat, "It's okay..."
"It's not okay, love," Price says in a quiet demand. "We were wrong... You were framed like you said you were..." he leans back in his chair with a tired and sad sigh. "We didn't believe you and you suffered for it-"
"Captain," they interrupt gently, "I understand why what happened, happened." They drop their head slightly to the side, looking at Price sideways. "It was a tough situation, you couldn't take the risk to trust me. You're the Captain, you have to make tough calls, you have a team to protect. I understand."
Prices brow creases as he frowns deeply, "You were a part of that team. I was supposed to protect you too, why are you not angry-"
"I am angry." They say almost venomously. "You are not an easy man to trick, Price." they state in a slightly louder voice, hoping their voice doesn't fail them. "Neither is... neither is Simon. I know that whatever evidence you were given, was *good*. Believable."
They swallow thickly before continuing, "I *am* angry, but I understand that you needed to remove me from the team, I understand that you had to treat me with caution and suspicion. I'd have done the same..." Their eyes unwillingly starts brimming with tears as they still feel the ache of their injuries. "The torture? Captain, I-" their voice finally cracks and the tears spill.
Price moves to stand up, likely to comfort them, but at their wince at his movement he freezes. He slowly sits back down, clenching his jaw.
Price knows it's not that simple. They were a part of the team, but the boys all turned against them so easily, and instead of doing what they should have, and held them in isolation, let caution take over, they got angry instead. The men let their anger get the best of them to the point of torturing someone they trusted. And Price says this to them, but they shake their head.
"I know it's not that simple sir, I'm the one with the injuries. I know. But you believed it was the right thing to do. It's not fault. You were lied to, and you believed it." they take a breath to calm their tears.
Price looks down at his hands, "We don't deserve this sympathy, kid. You didn't deserve to be tortured for something you didn't do. But you were, we did."
"It's not about deserving, sir. No one deserves anything and I owe no one anything. I get that, but this is a tricky situation-"
"You shouldn't forgive us this easily." Price bites out as he leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees. "We don't deserve that."
"Then isn't it a good thing that's my choice to make and not yours?"
Price looks up to meet their eyes as they smile sadly at him.
"And don't call me naive, sir. I can understand that I'm being kinder than I should be. I have the right to be angrier, to scream and curse at you. This kindness isn't naivety. I know that I have the right to be cruel. But just because I *can* be more cruel, doesn't mean I have to be."
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(My brain isn't properly letting me write what I'm seeing in my mind, but yesterday I had a very cinematic daydream and the dialog is just not coming to me again, I'm for sure writing it whenever it comes to me again
It just makes me feel like that hurts Price and the team infinitely more, knowing that despite the awful pain the men made reader feel, they're being kind.
The men tortured reader for things they didn't do, refused to give understanding. And here reader is, giving understanding for awful things that *were* done to them
Imagine the psychological impact that'll have on the team, especially Simon, who in this daydream of mine is eavesdropping from just outside the room, because he's too afraid to look you in the eyes.)
oooooo your mind!! it’s so powerful. I could definitely see this as an au scenario in the traitor fic universe!
(also this is what simon wants lol. not necessarily forgiveness, but understanding. understanding that they did what they had to do, what they thought was right (even if it wasn’t)).
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for a slight spinoff to the traitor pieces...
how bad would it have been if the initial interrogation had been passed off to another team?
i feel like protocol would bar the 141 from having to hurt one of their own, if anything for conflict of interests, going too hard or too soft on them, liabilities, etc
BUT. they have the advantage of knowing so much about their teammate, that they probably reported their weak points- family, traumas, insecurities, ALL OF IT, and all of it told to them originally in what was supposed to be a level of confidence. The 141 is betrayed anyways, they think she spilled their secrets, so they do it with bitterness but no regret.
Well no regret until it turns out she hadn't betrayed them in the first place! whoops!
i think its one thing for you to ask forgiveness after literally cutting off their finger and crippling them, but its another thing entirely to have not been the one to beat her, but to be the one supplying all of her deepest thoughts and weak points to allow someone ELSE to do that much more effectively
THAT is much worse of a betrayal imo. especially since it'd embolden the boys more as they beg for forgiveness; they weren't even the ones who beat you, it was out of their hands! but they dont realize just how deep of a transgression it was for them to turn on one of their own like that. hypocrites
im also thinking of it being like, a week or two since you got detained, and they're doing some digging for their own missions, and someone sees a lead not end up right... and after some chasing they realize themselves that the intel was forged and then THEY gotta be the ones to go to the higherups and get you pulled out of there. they feel like heroes, and that you'll be so happy to see them again when you wake up in the infirmary, but you see the faces of your team and remember how the interrogators beat you to questions about things that you had only ever told to your boys
those are just my thoughts teehee!
your mind is so powerful.
(honestly, you guys should take this series out of my hands and write it yourselves. you all have so many good ideas!🥰)
but I kinda agree with you. physical torture is awful, don’t get me wrong. but the team sees that, and they don’t feel bad because they didn’t inflict those wounds.
psychological torture, though? they can’t see what they’ve done to you, but it’s there. and because they can’t see it it makes it so much worse. it makes it so much harder for them to understand why you won’t forgive them, and why you won’t praise them for clearing your name.
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If it's not too much would you consider a roommates! Gaz and Soap where you need temporary housing and they offer to put you up for a couple of months in return for some housekeeping and cooking? But then it's awkward sharing a space with three people and two bedrooms so you end up a free use maid ✨
so I’ve been thinking about this,,, and I’m actually changing your idea a little bit (I hope that’s okay!)
also I got completely carried away with this and I miiight already be thinking about a part two where things get a little spicier, like you asked! 👀 keep a look out :))
(also I will 100% write for roommate!johnny&gaz eventually but I couldn’t get this idea out of my head!)
you’re soap’s sister, and when you tell him you need a place to stay, he doesn’t hesitate.
it didn’t click in his mind how your moving in may pose a problem until he’s helping you pack your stuff into a van.
one— he lives with gaz, and he may have forgotten to tell his roommate that they’re adding a third to their already small apartment.
two— there’s only two bedrooms.
gaz was currently on a special assignment, so these two things weren’t a huge problem at the moment. johnny shoots his teammate a text, informing him of the predicament and apologizing for just now telling him.
gaz responds, obviously a little peeved, and johnny’s suddenly absorbed in his phone, trying to soothe ruffled feathers and make this work.
you’re huffing as you keep shoving boxes into the van, your muscly brother now too preoccupied to continue helping.
“little help here, johnny?” you call from the trunk, and johnny startles from his spot leaning against the side of the truck.
by the time he clicks his phone off and resumes helping you, him and gaz have settled things.
you’d have johnny’s bedroom. johnny could sleep in gaz’s room until gaz got back home. and the rest would be worked out at a later date.
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you’ve never met gaz before. sure, johnny has told you all about his teammates and his roommate in particular, but you’ve never actually met the man until now.
he makes you screech in terror, holding the broom you’d been using to sweep the kitchen up like a sword. he chuckles.
“how’d you get in here?” your eyes are wide, taking in the man in front of you, and then it clicks. you remember the pictures johnny had shown you.
this was gaz.
and fuck, he was hot.
“I live here, love.” he says, his tone obviously amused as he looks you up and down. “gonna put that down? or will I be sporting some broom-shaped bruises for the next week?”
“oh, sorry—” you scramble to put the broom down, leaning it against one of the kitchen counters. “I didn’t hear you come in, and johnny didn’t tell me you’d be home today.”
“he didn’t know,” gaz shrugged, walking further into the kitchen now that your weapon of choice had been set aside. “where is he, by the way? we’ve got a lot of talking to do. gotta figure out this room situation.”
you pick at your cuticles anxiously as you shuffle out of the way, allowing gaz to open the fridge. he grabs a bottle of water and twists the lid off, and you’re mesmerized.
wait, what?
you mentally shake yourself from your stupor.
“um, he’s at the gym i think. he should be home soon.”
gaz nods, taking a swig from his water. his eyes settle on you once more as he shuts the fridge door.
“but about the bedrooms,” you start, taking a step towards him. “johnny can have his back. im fine with the couch, and—”
“oh, absolutely not, love. I’d sooner take the couch than make you sleep on it.”
“no no,” you say, shaking your head. “I’ve already caused enough problems by moving in. please let me—”
he cuts you off again with a dazzling smile. “it’s settled, love. you’re not sleeping on the couch. and your moving in isn’t a problem, trust me.”
damn, he’s smooth. you feel your cheeks getting hot, and you have to force yourself to look away from him before you melt.
“okay, well, if you won’t let me take the couch, at least let me do the chores and stuff, yeah? it’s not like I have much else to do,” you tell him with a dry chuckle. the whole reason you’d resorted to moving in with johnny was because you were between jobs right now.
you quite literally had all the time in the world to help around the apartment.
kyle almost looks like he’s going to protest again, but he doesn’t. he must see how much you want to do this, how badly you feel for ‘interrupting’ (you’re absolutely not, and although he’d been miffed about johnny not asking him about you moving in at first, he couldn’t care less now. you were stunning).
at his silence, you give a firm nod. “alright then,” you grin, and he matches your expression. “nice to finally meet you, gaz.”
“kyle,” he says, and your smile widens the tiniest bit.
“kyle.” you say, as if testing the word out on your tongue.
“sis, y’home? I was thinking chinese for dinner!” johnny calls out as the door to the apartment opens. he steps inside, toeing off his shoes before rounding the corner to the kitchen.
“you shite!” johnny laughs out as he spots gaz in the kitchen. they both chuckle, embracing each other in short hug, slapping each other on the back.
“y’broken?” you hear johnny ask, and gaz shakes his head.
“nah, all good.”
johnny nods, patting gaz on the shoulder before his eyes shift to you.
“see y’ve met my sis,” he says, moving towards you and ruffling your hair. you groan, slapping at his hand. gaz laughs. “hope she hasn’ given ya trouble.”
“I just came in,” gaz says, eyes meeting yours for a brief moment.
“so she hasn’ had the chance yet, then,” johnny jokes, and you roll your eyes. “chinese alrigh’ gaz?”
the other man nods, and the two soldiers fall into familiar conversation. you feel as though you’re intruding, and you attempt to slip out of the kitchen unnoticed, but gaz stops you by mentioning your name.
“I was just telling your sister that she’s not sleeping on the couch,” he tells johnny, and then his eyes slide to you. you look sheepish, like a kid caught with their hand in a cookie jar.
“oh, o’course not,” johnny agrees. “I can take the couch, she’s my sister.”
“we could switch, yeah?” kyle looks at johnny. “that couch isn’t that comfortable, mate. I don’t wanna be hearin’ you complain about your back in a few days.”
johnny laughs, but nods. “sounds good. looks like you’re livin’ the life then, aye?” he says to you, and you open your mouth to speak, but kyle beats you to it.
“actually, we were just talking about all that. your lovely sister here was saying she’d like to keep the flat clean.”
“s’that so?” johnny questions, eyebrows raised as he looks at you. “y’don’t have to do that.”
“I want to, johnny. it’s the least I can do after barging in on your lives.”
you can tell by the look on your brother’s face that he’s going to argue, so you swiftly cut him off.
“no arguments! it’ll give me something to do anyways.”
johnny concedes, then excuses himself to shower. you tell him you’ll order the food as he leaves the kitchen.
you and kyle are alone again, and his eyes are trained on you. you clear your throat before fishing your phone out of your pocket.
“what’s your order?” you ask him.
kyle grins. he knows what he’s doing to you.
god, this was going to be an interesting stay.
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author’s note:
this is my first time really writing both johnny and Kyle, so I apologize if they seem ooc!
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obsessed with the Traitor series, it’s really resonating with my traumatized and abused ass lmao
I definitely want Reader to line their asses up before she goes and deliver the cruelest possible verbal blow to each of them. Price? A coward and a senile bastard who will never deserve the family he dreams of, not with what he’s done. Johnny? An obnoxious, overzealous mutt with no spine or initiative of his own, who deserves to have that sunny energy tortured out of him just like he did to Reader. Gaz? A sleazy, hypocritical asshole who never comes through when it matters and will never be as liked as he wishes he was, not after the crimes he’s committed.
And Simon?
“You should have done us all a favor and stayed put in that fucking grave. Worm food is all you’re good for, anyway, and those bastards still gag at how rancid you taste.”
idk I just want to fucking wreck them. If I was in Reader’s position I would genuinely go out of my way to ensure they’re miserable as hell. Fuck, if I got a notice saying one or more had killed themselves from guilt, I’d celebrate and come to piss on their graves. The people who hurt me don’t get to be forgiven. Not after how severely they shattered me. I only wish I could do the same to my IRL abusers for murdering my childhood.
damn, those insults. If I were the 141 I’d never recover from those tbh.
but jokes aside, I’m sorry about what you’ve gone through. I know sorry doesn’t mean much, but I’m here for you 🫶
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I love love love your traitor series!! Was wondering what would happen when the anger finally burns the reader out and they can no longer muster the energy to feel strong in their rage? When they have to confront how they feel and all that happened without the safe protection of anger? How the trauma affects them in their day to day life?
(You don’t have to answer this ofc, no pressure!! I just been rereading the three parts over and over and I’m absolutely in love with it, it’s been running rent free in my head /pos)
oh gosh I’m so late to this ask, I’m so sorry!
I was planning a drabble for this but never got around to it.
but I think they’d definitely develop ptsd. I think they wouldn’t trust therapy after that shitty psychologist in the infirmary, so they’d try to sort their shit out on their own.
but that comes with its own issues. they don’t trust anyone anymore. can’t get close. lost their friends and their job. lost themselves.
nightmares make them wary of sleep. they’ve moved away, but they swear they see a man who looks just like Johnny in the supermarket.
or they swear the smell Simon’s cologne on their pillow, even if they hadn’t seen him in years.
the brain is a curious thing. some of what they endured may be shrouded in a thick fog— they find themselves unable to remember certain events. things are blurry.
but some are painstakingly clear. the cut of a knife into skin. the taste of blood. the sickeningly sweet smell of flowers on their bedside table.
healing isn’t linear, and it takes time. in my head, reader eventually finds peace. they never forget what happened, and they never truly escape everything that came with it.
but they find themselves again.
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I NEED A PART TWO OF THAT ANGSTY SIMON X READER PLEASE IT WAS DELICIOUS 100/10
I just need to know if reader gets a good ending where they eventually recover and maybe start working with the 141 again, but still has their issues
Or like even a bad ending where they’re forced to retire not only because of injuries, but the trauma affected their mental health so much that they failed taking the military mental health check so they had no choice but to retire and move away to truly recover from it all
I just need to know how it all ends!!!!!
part two is out now, you can read it here! I plan to make at least one more part, but we’ll see where this goes!
thank you for the support!❤️
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GOD. Your traitor series is so freaking good. I seriously cant stop rereading it.
If you continue this series (I really really hope you do) I can’t wait to see where you take things.
Obviously Simon is angry that Reader isn’t seeing his side of things, but does it eat Simon up knowing that Reader doesn’t even think he’s sorry? That they think Simon never actually cared about them?
thank you! and I do plan on continuing!
personally, I don’t think that reader thinks Simon never cared about them. they know simon did, and that’s what makes it so much more painful that he believed the lies.
as for Simon, he’s… complicated. honestly, i kinda want to say that he thinks reader does know he’s sorry. he’s never been the best with professing feelings (reader would know; it took forever for simon to open up) and so he resorts to the flowers.
he doesn’t outwardly admit he’s sorry because that’s making everything real— and also, if he’s apologizing, then that means he’s taking some blame, right?
but is he really sorry? he’s sorry he hurt reader, yes, but is he sorry that he did what he thought he had to do? that he did what he thought was right?
I’m not sure.
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Genuinely in love w ur traitor stuff.. just an idea but like that if y/n went off the deep end and BECAME a traitor. Like if the 141 did all that horrific stuff to them thinking they were a traitor, might as well give them what they want,, right??
thank you!!
and omg. this just reminds me of that line from Anakin in Star Wars when he’s like “I am what you made me” (I think he said that??? I love Star Wars but have a bad memory lol help me if I’m wrong).
the way I see this scenario working out is reader ‘forgives’ 141 (even though it kills them to) and continues to work with them. The guys are all relieved reader has forgiven them and is still working with them.
Reader puts on a show, plays pretend and laughs at jokes. goes back to Simon’s bed. all the while, they’re plotting revenge.
and this revenge occurs in the form of joining an enemy team. when shit starts getting leaked, the team is going crazy again— but they couldn’t blame you again, could they? not after the first time.
they’ll pay for their mistakes when you get your new team inside the base. now the 141 are tied up, and you’re smiling as you sit across from them.
sweet, sweet revenge.
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please tell me that the fic where the reader was tortured by the 141 is not going to have a happy ending, at least not with the reader forgiving them i mean ultimately is your decision since it’s your fic but reading it i feel like it doesn’t fit it but if you were considering a happy ending to it would you consider writing an alternative ending?
honestly, I haven’t even thought about what a happy ending including the reader with 141 would look like. to me, there is no possible way for that bridge to be built again after it’s burned down.
can reader have a happy ending? oh, absolutely.
but will that happy ending be with the men who didn’t believe them? no.
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Hey sorry if this is to like depressing but what would happen if the wrongly accused reader committed suicide how would 141 feel
tw — suicide
personally, I don’t see reader in traitor committing suicide. I think they’re so blinded by rage and the need for revenge that harming themselves doesn’t even come to mind.
I think that if reader were to die in the series, it would’ve been at the hands of the 141 during the torture.
but theoretically speaking— I think that it would weigh heavily on the 141. the guilt they feel for their actions would be multiplied ten fold.
but everyone, please remember that suicide is not the answer.
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I loved your "141 thought reader was the traitor but wasn't actually, and they get traumatized" one! Im in it for the angst😎
I'd love a second part where reader is finally PHYSICALLY healed so now they need to go back to 141 lol (i'm imagining transfers take lots of paperwork so reader needs to be in the team for a while still) i want to see more angsty interactions between them while they have their "we f up" thoughts. LOVELY IDEA is konig gets temporarily placed in the team (doctor's idea just in case panic attacks happen, reader will need someone to rely on but obvs it can't be someone who traumatized them-- plus dangerous job so it needs to be another soldier lol. CUE ANGST, CUE JEALOUSY, CUE REGRET❤️ love your work btw!!
thank you for the suggestion, and for your kind words! part two is out now! im not exactly sure what direction im taking this in, so i cant promise any könig, but we’ll see!❤️
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I am new here but let me tell u. The levels of angst in the traitor fic is something i have been DYING for. I’ve read fics before where reader just gives in so quickly, but your pacing is just *chefs kiss*. I need those motherfuckers to grovel for it, drag their balls over hot coals, step barefoot on the sharpest legos, stub their pinky toe on the hardest piece of concrete to exist and then get the worlds most painful papercut right on their finger web before reader even thinks about forgiving them
Cant wait for the next chappie, could you add me to the taglist if there is one? @mistresssolana 🩵 also would love to know if have any recs for other super angsty fics! X
thank you so much!
and I’m not really sure about other angsty fics; I write it more than I read it, truthfully. I know that @charliemwrites has a betrayal!series too, and that one includes smut and angst. I definitely recommend it!
also, im no longer doing tag lists, but my side blog is @troiastitans and I reblog my works over there! 🫶
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hoping the wrongly accused reader finds peace, (also hoping there will be an emotional support dog in the future)
I like that idea! we shall see!
personally I picture a big ass German Shepard that’s such a sweetheart to literally everyone, despite its intimidating demeanor.
but the second reader comes across one of the 141? oh, that dog is growling and snarling, ears flattened and teeth bared.
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Heyyy I loved your traitor fanfiction and I wanted to ask whether you planned on writing a 6th chapter?
I do, I’m just not sure when it will be out.
I’ve been trying to catch up on some school work, and that takes precedence.
🫶
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