#cry and sob and scream you know? its like the space between euphoria and dysphoria is so small in those moments and it makes me sadge

[arklay]

being a femme enby who doesn't like feminine gendered terms and uses they/them pronouns is very strange

#leah.txt #like i like to present as femme and i feel real pretty like that but being called she/woman/girl/lady yada yada makes me wanna explode and #cry and sob and scream you know? its like the space between euphoria and dysphoria is so small in those moments and it makes me sadge #it's also hard because like i like certain terms (girlfriend) but like. girl. on its own? i'd rather die lmao i mean. certain circumstances #thing and if i'm very very close with someone then mayhaps but like. idk. i get icky. you understand #gender is strange