#def going to do a HELL of a lot more research and talk with peers but the discussing ive done so far sounds like i have a fighting chance

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considering more and more abt how straight up buying a house is the best option for me and im

#like i dont want to rent bc its just money going up someones ass every month but investing in a house loan would Put the money somewhere #plus when its paid off i can resell and get the money back after all those years in a sense #but gOD im only 23 going on 24 is that not too youngGG UGH #i got the money for a house loan?? i think?? a good foot in the door so to speak #bc god the rent is just so high for fucking everywhere and to think its just not going anywhere long term kills me #my options seem to be rent house for crazy price every month or decent trailer in the sketchiest trailer park known to man #all the decent apt or house rent is in citys like hOURS AWAY UGHH #but finding a decent house to be in for a decade n a half or so and just putting money into that??? sounds best #i never planned on living in this shitty town long term but lets be real years are going by dangerously fast to me now so that long doesnt #seem so long now and i can plan on where i want my Long Term house for my milfsona in life while getting credit/ experience #but god loans??? down payments??? alllll that Important Document shit??? cripplingly terrifying #BUT the payoff like in unit washer and dryer some Actual room advanced privacy just being able to have my own 110% space ooooffff #def going to do a HELL of a lot more research and talk with peers but the discussing ive done so far sounds like i have a fighting chance #plus i was so terrified of moving out and fucking up something important after being backed into a corner at 21 and now look at me💪 #doin p alright so far i think #the only problem is the time i have and whether i can find a decent house around here thats affordable