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cantillat-moved · 3 years
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@more-than-a-princess​ Because you know I have absolutely zero shame: 26, 27, 34, 35, 36, 37. Enjoy!
Mᴜɴᴅᴀʏ ᴀsᴋs!
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No shame at all. 
26. What’s a ship you really like rping?
Let me see... Besides from the absolute joy that is Shirou x Sonia with you? Individually, it is fun for me to explore this sweet middle ground that Shirou is starting to become jaded and cold because of the Tragedy, detaching himself from emotions when needed in order to do what is needed, halfway to become closer to Archer. And it is also enjoyable to watch Sonia’s own personal journey, her demons and struggles over the things she had done. As an interaction, I love how much they bounce on each other -- the pre-Despair is like planting the seeds of something with horrifying consequences... And then there is hope for the future. 
I also love writing Archer and Rider with @maledicti-oculi​ . A hero who don’t think of himself as pure and noble, someone battered who had come to resent, hating humanity at some point, almost driven to despair --- and a monster of the legend, tormented by the gods, killed by a hero and was never saved. Star-crossed lovers that will keep bouncing on each other throughout time immemorial, never able to have a happy ending and, sometimes, he would have to kill her in order to prevent the real monster from emerging....
Next there is Angra with Sophie, our dear @madamhatter​ . We don’t have a lot of it on tumblr, but our 1x1 server is loaded with good angst. Bickering, bantering. Misunderstandings and misconceptions, the embodiment of all of the World’s Evils and the seamstress. It can be volatile, but soon as they overstep each other boundaries they take a step back and bring each other up, understanding and working out. It is so weird when a demon can be more decent than most people that Sophie met in her life.
Even if they aren’t exactly currently dating , just pinning, Muramasa and Mordred with @gemsofchaldea​ is an absolute blast! The unpredictable Knight of Rebellion with the blacksmith famed for having the temperament of an oni? It started as a crack when we got this love potion meme and I was wondering which would be the most chaotic pair and holy crap it was more fun than we anticipated! I’m also looking forward for more Archer and Da Vinci fun with @theuniversalwoman​ too.
A huge shootout to  @pcrdiseseekers​ for killing me whenever either Shirou or Archer interact with Saber. Jazz is literally Satan.  And also a huge one to @lunaetis​ and our Rin and Archer (banter is their love language) and Tifa with Rufus.
27. What’s a ship you would never rp? For what reason? 
I’m not big on abusive ships, or pedo. Or incest. Or dubcon. Everything else, as long there’s chemistry I’m down for it. Oh, and not a big fan of cheating (but poli is ok as long it is consensual on all parts)
34. NSFW rp — yes or no? Why?
Honestly? At some point I lost interest. There was a time I had 13 active nsfw threads. Yeah, and they were all multi-paras. Nowadays? Maybe on 1x1 servers on discord, but idk if I would do it on tumblr.
35. Do you ever read other people’s NSFW rp threads? (be honest!)
Can’t remember the last time I did. So yeah. Maybe if I have the curiosity, but nothing recently.
36.  Do you ever read rp threads you aren’t involved in? What type of thread does it usually have to be to interest you?
I usually like reading the threads that some of my closer partners are in, like yours and Jassi. I also enjoy watching certain rpers from afar, like Bear. I just like seeing amazing people having fun and enjoying themselves, either it be via angst, fluff or something else. 
37. If you do read threads you aren’t in, do you usually let the other authors know, or keep it under your hat?
Normally I keep under my hat because I don’t want to be creepy. 👉👈 Only sometimes when it is a smaller dash thing and everyone is playing around then sometimes I have my muse commenting, as you know. But most of the time I keep it to myself.
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heamatic-archive · 3 years
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4, 8, 12, 16, 20!
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4. What are some of your rp pet peeves.
I don’t have a lot tbh. Mostly: people who don’t cut their posts and give me a string of replies three miles long oop! It’s not AS bad on computer but on the phone it’s like – EEP! And when people write with large distances       between        each         word           like          this? I get it’s for the aesthetic but honestly, whenever I read this my brain goes William Shatner on me and it just looses its appeal.
8. Have you ever written a novel? If not, does it interest you?
I have tried multiple times, however I just… can’t seem to keep the cadence when it comes to keeping long stories going. Maybe I’d fair better with a collection of short stories instead? o.o But yes, I would love to publish an actual novel someday.
12. Have you roleplayed elsewhere than tumblr?
Yes, a lot of places. While nowadays I mostly stick to tumblr and on the rare occasion discord, I also wrote on forums, irc chats like mIRC, facebook and twitter, however, none were as enjoyable as tumblr in the end.
16. Do you like to queue your replies or just post them when you finish?
I don’t queue my replies. I COULD, but I get too excited when I’m done with them and have to throw them out there right away as soon as I’m done XD
20. If you could tell your muse something, what would it be?
Cassie: You are worth so much more than your parents shadows and you deserve good things.
Fujin: Your heart is pure and good, don’t let anyone soil it.
Raiden: You have a good heart too, you deserve better than what you’ve been given, I don’t blame you for letting go when you did. Hanzo: There are so many good things ahead of you. You’re brave, don’t give up, the day’s still young.
Shinnok: Dude, what the actual fuck!?
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ariagrans · 5 years
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I’ve had nothing but pure love for this group for a bit over six months now, and it’d only be right for me to tell each and every one of you why you’re so wonderful to me. Muns are listed alphabetically!
Ally: Let’s kick this off with something I know I said before but I can’t help to say it again, you amaze with how dedicated you are! I freakin’ love that about you, and it’s an honor to get to be around that. As someone who fawns over all the ships, you know I’ve always loved yours and I love what you put into all of yours replies. They each so well written and I couldn’t feel more blessed to know you. I want the whole world to know what you all you put into your roleplaying so they really know what it’s like to put heart into something. @hqmaia
Becca(EST): Oh man, you really bring me back. When I think about what RP used to be like, I’m thinking of 2012/13 when everything was so with the flow and that’s what you are. I feel like I’m back to when things were easier in life, when it wasn’t so stressful, when RP was a proper escape to submit all of your creativity into. Every time I’m on here and I see you on my dash, I get taken back to that time, and I love every bit of it. You put so much into making this group feel like one and it wouldn’t be the same without! @liliisms
Becca(GMT): My precious Becca, where do I begin? I gotta keep these relatively simple or else this is turning into a novel, so let me focus on just how much you’ve made me fall for your muses! Truly Taylor and Niall couldn’t be more perfect, and I don’t know how you do it but you do. I am such a sucker for Taylor and Louis, and you do such a wonderful job at giving that ship what it needs to thrive, and I’ve never had so much with a Niall before! Even if it’s me seeing him on the dash most of the time or him being cute with Ari, he genuinely brings a smile to my face. Thank you for having them here and blessing my dash with every single post you make. You’re such a crucial part of this RP like everyone, and I couldn’t be happier that you are one. @teylcrswift
Beth: Talk about some who is so unapologetic with the MURDER you inflict on my with you and your muses both, Miss Beth. You know what you’re doing when you’re doing it and you don’t care how much it kills me as long as I find it perfect and you know I always do! If we had an awards for one who plays their character so well in regards of the real celebrity, it’s all yours hands down. I already loved Jack from what I had saw of him and I wasn’t prepared for what would happen when I came here, but you have completely caused me to nose dive into the pool of infatuation with your Jack. All of your muses for that fact, they bring a lot of emotions out of me, and that takes a lot of skill on your part that I honestly can’t go without. I don’t know what the polls are yet, but you’re definitely an All Star. @jocklowden
Charlie: Is it okay for me to start this by saying I love you? Because I do, I really do. You are a part of my every day life now and I honestly wouldn’t want it to be any different. Even if I’m too stressed to get on the dash or not feeling good, you’re still there to be an amazing person to me and somehow want to talk to me! I think Charles and Ariana is what really kick started the two of us talking to each other back in February and it’s seriously been a wonderful almost four month getting to know you. I’m constantly amazed by how fascinating you are and what you do with yourself, even if you don’t believe me when I say it, you are truly one of the coolest people I’ve ever met and I’ll gladly brag to anyone I know that I also get to know you. Thank you for everything you do, everything you contribute, and everything about you that’s made you a perfect human to me. You’re one hell of a friend and I couldn’t imagine it being any different. @madelame-x
Dee: I know you’ve been here before, but since you just got back, I thought I’d take the opportunity here to welcome you again! I’m excited to RP with your Brie and if you want to plot, Ariana/Fionn/Darren are all yours! Thank you for giving us your creativity and time, I know we’ll all appreciate it. @briannelarsonx
Emily: Girl, you know how to make someone feel loved and their muses feel loved so well, I can only hope that I make you feel the same way! I think everything started with Ari and Troian’s friendship and it’s snowballed in a big ole’ bundle of love for all of your muses since! It’s so easy to write with you and I can feel the chemistry for who we play flow right out when I’m doing my replies! Our friendship means to world to me and no matter what happens and wherever anything takes us, I know I want you to be there with me to write it all out. @hqsofia
Faith: This may be a weird way to start things out for your segment here, but I have to say it. I’ve never met another writer that is so damn good at dry humor the way you are. I mean, there are so many funny people here and I love every bit that they give, but Aaron is one of a kind and damn do I love seeing him on my dash! I haven’t had much experience with others who play him, so having him here really is like a rare gem for me! And you sure know how to make him shine. Him and Lizzie both, with the way they talk to each other, I’m entirely pulled in and each reply is perfect. And oh, don’t let me forget, you know what you’re doing with drama as well! I’m so blessed to get to partake in it with you, and I hope you can forgive me for my lack of activity for our bbies Aaron and Darren, the troubling two. It’s already one of my favorite friendships and that’s largely due to you being the far better half, so never change! You’re wonderful the way you are. @aarcntveit
Ina: My sweet, sweet Ina! If there’s one person that I just want to wrap my arms around and give the biggest hug to, it’s gotta be you! You’re always bringing a smile on my face even when you’re not doing anything but posting in the ooc blog or reblogging a photo of Gen and talking about how pretty she is. I do the same, I mean. I’m obsessed with Ariana so we’re in the same boat of those who totally adore their muses, and I adore yours! I need to get on it with more threads with you because I know I’m missing out on the perfection! You’re a wonderful roleplayer and an absolutely stellar admin that I feel lucky to be around in this group, and it’s been an hour to spend these past seven odd months here with you. @itsgenevievegnt
Jaq: I can’t even begin to properly put into words how wonderful you are, Jaq. A bit of time had passed of me admiring your characters from what felt like a far, but once we had something going for them, their chemistry practically wrote itself! Not to mention our own because my friendship with you blossomed quick and has been one of my favorite to ever experience through RP. I know we’re both busy and have a lot going on nowadays, but Ariana will never forget the threads she’s had with your muses, and I can’t wait for more to come with Cami and whoever else you may ever play. You’re so funny and you don’t mind when I say something utterly dumb on discord and that calls for one hell of a friend because I feel like I say a lot of dumb stuff. And before it slips my mind, I want to add that I hope you had one hell of a time in Maui! You deserved it. @hqcami
Katie: Strike me down right now for not having more going on with you! I adore Diana so much and love seeing her on my dash, I demand I get my ass in gear and get some stuff going. Especially now that I have Darren, even though she’s best friends with Lizzie which we shall access properly, I’d love to have more going with such a wonderful muse played by a fabulous person! And my god, you’re one hell of a cutie on the main. You’re so sweet and I love seeing your posts with Emilia even if you’re just promoting for more people to join. Feel free to message me whenever and about whatever you want, I’d love to get anything started on any of my bbies with you. @diannahq
Kay: Another case where I’m totally ashamed of myself for not having anything going on with such a perfect muse! One, I might add, that’s brought my precious Dove and her muse a lot of joy which makes me love you all the more, because Samantha deserves all the perfect ships and you do one hell of a job to give her one, and that’s makes a pretty great cookie in my book. Please come to me for whatever you want and I’ll have it on your way. I’ve been so tempted to make more promos on my own character just to get you the rest of the 5SOS boys cause I’d love for you to have them around and see the band thriving, and your Luke has been the best one to see around in my years of RPing, thank you so much for gracing us with him. @hwl-hemmo
KJ: I just want you to know that you have been a total staple to my experience here at Hollywoodland, KJ. From your muses to the way you personally are, I get so much enjoyment out of your presence here that I marvel at the way you are. From being a wonderful writer with your characters to being absolutely precious out of character, especially when you had met Eliza and gifted us with the cutest meet and greet photos I’ve ever seen, you’re exactly what this place will always need and I’m so happy that you’re not only a part of this family but one of who helps keep it rolling on the main. From a talented writer to a caring admin, you’ve got it all and my muses will forever love yours just like I love you. @kjapayo
Lara: How can I say that you make my stomach hurt without it sounding bad? I mean, I’m sure Jordan can say it and end up turning it into a flirt! But honestly, you’ve made me actually cry with how funny you are. I have to hide my laughs at work, but it’s all out when I’m home and I’ve had to take time to recuperate when I laugh so hard! Ariana just loves Jordan to bits and she’d do anything to have him around as much as possible. I can’t stress it enough but you really do have a talent with yourself and your muse for cracking me the hell up and I think we all need someone like that in our lives, so thank you for being in mine! @jordnconnor
Laura: I need to message you pronto because if I don’t have more with your perfect muses soon, I may very well go a bit mad! Just what bit I’ve had between Tom and Ariana has been so very dearly loved and I know I’ll enjoy everything that’s written with you, especially since I enjoy reading everything you post! Not to mention how much I love the spread of muses you have, it’d be a crime not to get some for myself so I can enjoy it that much more. I’d love to plot with you even if we all know from the dozens of times that I’ve said how I’m terrible at doing so! @tmhclland
Mal: I know you haven’t been here long, but I really do hope that you find this a place to stay! I see the dedication that you put in your replies and wow is Emilia such a cute little bean! Please feel free to message whenever you’d like if you want anything going with any of my muses, I know I’d love to have something going with your precious girl. @clarkesitos
Maree: Let me take a moment absolutely applaud you for having such a fascinating queen to enjoy on my dash and in this roleplay! I don’t think I’ve ever had the chance to RP with a Stefani this much in all of my years of being on Tumblr, and that’s such a shame because she truly is so beautiful and talented and definitely deserves more recognition in the community. Yours especially deserves all of the attention she can get for being so wonderful and bringing a smile on my face whenever you’re around. Not only are you blessing us with such an underused faceclaim to enjoy on the visual standpoint alone, but also with beautiful writing and skill that makes everyone want to fall in love with her. Bless this queen. @stefgaga
Minnie: The DIVERSITY with your muses, I swear! I’m still shocked by it that I had no idea you played them all, and that takes such a talent to differentiate muses when you have a good amount of them, a talent that you for sure have! I’m just in absolute awe with what you do with and for them, and you’ve given me beautiful ships to admire from a far. Beth definitely knows what Jaoirse means for me, and even though I’m not a part of it, I enjoy being in the front row with a box of popcorn ready for the show, no matter what it is that you’re writing for them! We can’t forget how much I love GMax as well, though! You and Ina write that ship out so beautifully and I’m so delighted that I get to see their relationship and marriage continue on, I can’t wait to see what else you have in store for me. @irishxseahorse
Nikki: Your name is right in the middle of this list with the way I organized it, but I might have had to save it for the last one that I’ve written out, and that’s solely because of the fact that I knew how emotional I’d get over writing this out, and I may need to take the rest of the day to regather my composure afterwards, Babe. Where do I even start though when every single thing about you bring my pure happiness and makes me love you more and more every day? How can I properly explain why Harry and Joe bring me so much joy enough to bring them justice? Because that’s what they do! They make me smile with everything they do, and that’s exactly what you do as well. You know how I feel about you and our ship with Fiorry and friendship with Jariana. It’s the world to me, and I’m tearing up right now just thinking about how you’ve changed my life for the better. You’ve gotten me through more rough times than I’ve even let you know about because all I had to do was talk to you for a few minutes and I immediately feel better. I can’t believe how lucky I really am to have you in my life and I hope you can get a sense of what you mean to me even if all I can do is pour my heart out through messages like this and through the writing of my characters to yours. Yep, I knew it, I’m incredibly emotional and I might have to splash my face with some water after this, but I just can’t get over how great my life is now that you’re in it, and I can’t wait for every day from now on because I now they’ll be spent with you in them. I love you to death, Nikki, and I want to go on about what Fiorry means to me as well, but then I know my tears really won’t let me see my computer screen enough to type it out.. Fuck it, they’re the world to me and Harry has done with you did for me but for Fionn. He’s changed his life entirely and I know Fionn couldn’t possibly be more happy about it. I can’t wait to see what’s in store for them and their future together, and even if I don’t know what it is yet, I know that it’ll be perfect. This is coming to be a ridiculous amount of me pouring my heart out to you, but I can’t help it. I love you, Harry, and Joe more than you’ll ever know and I owe all of my happiness and gratitude to you. @hcurly
Raven: Thank you so much for bringing us the beautiful Zendaya that I feel is rarely played nowadays! Even in the past, I don’t think I’ve had much experience with one, and I’m glad that you’re who brought her here. She’s so well played and such a beautiful soul, I can’t wait to see what all you do with her here and I hope to be a part of that! So whatever you want, if you want, I’d love to plot or get more threads going. @dayaxxcole
Rose(PST): Hello, 1/2 of one of my all time favorite ships here! God, you really know how to deliver such cute material between Brett and Haley, I can’t help but to enjoy every bit of it! Just in general as well, I enjoy everything that you bring to the table and this RP really wouldn’t be the same without you. There’s such a talent in your writing, and don’t think that I didn’t notice what you were able to do to me during AU week! Brett had my heart absolutely breaking with a lot of emotion that I adored so much, and it really takes a talented writer to bring that out of a person! Thank you for having your skill here for all of us to enjoy. @brettdicr
Rose(GMT): ROSE, ROSE, ROSE, what a lovely human being you are! I’m so happy that I get to be a part of a roleplay that has such a wonderful and dedicated player like yourself. I mean, just tear my heart out and use it as an offering to the gods above that granted us Sprousehart to enjoy in this world.. Was that dramatic? It might have been, but who cares, I absolutely adore Cole and I love how he is with Lili. They’re perfect, you’re perfect, please don’t ever go anywhere because I know I couldn’t take it. You inspire me with what you do for your ship and what you do for Becca, all ships should get the chance to experience what yours is like, it’s just so beautiful and you’re amazing at writing it out. I can’t wait to see what else SH has to bring us. @hqcolem
Sadie: You know what I just realized right now? That you’re only playing Lizzie! And what amazes me about that is that you’ve planted so much of yourself in my RPing experience and have become such a big deal to me that I would have sworn you had more characters, but no! You’re just spreading it all around with your perfect Lizzie that I adore so much and feel so honored to have a plot with. Granted, it’s very sad and dramatic and I just want to hug her so bad because of it, but that’s what makes things so exciting. You make things exciting! You’re so good at running this place as well, don’t even let me forget what a great admin you are to us. My god, I just feel so lucky to be here with you and to read what you put out on my dash, it’s such gold every time! Lizzie has such a humor that I’m addicted to and an attitude that knows how to break my heart when it comes out. Thank you for blessing me with your written talent. @ohlizzo
Sam: BBY, OH THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU! Let me get my heart shaped boxing gloves out because I’m ready for another battle to see who can say they love each other the most. You’ll see that I win because nothing can beat out the total adoration I have for you and Grant. How well did our bbies click right off the bat? Sure, it started out just with a common admiration for sushi, but it took off and Ariana is practically in love with Grant. In a friendship way of course! With their cute sushi dates and precious hugs, they’re one of my favorite friendships I’ve had for her, and she misses the hell out of him every day on tour! There’s so much more that I want to do with you, especially on my other muses, but for now just let me thank you for always bringing a smile to my face and gracing my dash with a perfect muse like Grant. I truly can’t get enough of you. @theflashgrant
Samantha: Oh my god, you’re just so amazing. I have to start with that because it’s the first thing that comes to mind! You’re seriously so wonderful, and I can’t believe how much I have in common with you. You love Starkid, you watch Dead Meat, we both have terrible sinuses with allergies. I mean, there’s just so much there. I’m not even afraid to share with you when I’m at my dumbest like chester drawers. I feel such strong chemistry for both our friendship and the ones that our muses have together! I knew in the beginning that I’d want something for Doviana but I had no idea that they’d click so well and I think it stems from the way we click! Thank you for being a friend to me and sharing everything you have so far. It’s an honor to call you my friend. @dcvescameron
Sarah(GMT): Bby! I know we don’t talk much and my characters haven’t had much time with Meryl, but I know I want to change that! It’s so lovely see a FC that’s so underused and I’ve always been a big admire of both the real actress and your muse, so I wanted to thank you for gracing my dash with her when I get to see it! Hit me up any time if you want, I’d love to give you all my muses so we can get some fun started. @xitsmerylstreepx
Sarah(EST): I find it quite fitting that you’re here since they do always say to save the best for last! I know I made this alphabetical, but shh, we can say it was planned. I truly am so happy that you’re here and you joined not too far off from when I did! Come to think of it, it might have been around the same time exactly with Vanessa even if you picked up Bella a bit later, so if you think about it, you could say that we really have taken this RP journey together and it’s been one hell of a time! I absolutely adore you and the chemistry that our muses have, and I’m lucky that I get to be one half of Beliana. I know we don’t often get that much time to write together, but when we do get to, I love every bit of it and Ari’s life wouldn’t be the same without your Bella! Thank you for being here with us and for having that feisty mama for us all to enjoy. @b-hxdid
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sireneia-a · 5 years
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———  BASICS! ♡
NAME! ♡ N. it has nothing to do with the pkmn character but was instead a typo for the record PRONOUNS! ♡ he/him ( they/them is fine though ) TAKEN OR SINGLE! ♡ single
———  THREE  FACTS! ♡
1! ♡ i’m an english major but i prefer analyzing works than creative writing. when it comes to creative writing, however, i find it easier and more consistently enjoyable to write poetry than i do full non-poetry.
2! ♡ i run / moderate danganronpa oc rp groups alongside doing indie rping! it’s basically my way of having structure and a way to write ocs in an atmosphere i feel comfortable doing so in. i give kudos to people who write their ocs here, but i can’t manage it myself i’m afraid. dr oc rp groups also means i only write a character temporarily which is a nice change of pace from here! i definitely think both versions of hobby writing i do on tumblr have their own perks and i like maintaining both lifestyles consequently.
3! ♡ i find the tales of adult characters generally more interesting but i find it easier to write really young characters... it’s kind of a weird dilemma i have haha
———  EXPERIENCE! ♡
PLATFORMS USED! ♡ deviantArt, tumblr, skype, proboards, twitter, discord, and chatzy. i primarily stick to tumblr and discord nowadays though!
———  MUSE  PREFERENCE! ♡
FEMALE OR MALE! ♡ male. the few female muses i write though i tend to really enjoy writing even if they’re rarer.  LEAST FAVORITE FACE(S)! ♡ i don’t really do faceclaims myself, so i suppose n/a for me on this one! MULTI OR SINGLE! ♡ i definitely think it’s easier to communicate on a single muse blog and i feel less hesitant to like starter calls or suggest rps on those. the aesthetics that can be done with them is super nice and i won’t deny that pages are way easier to handle there too. however, the convenience and fun i’ve had using a multimuse has also been really nice.  FLUFF / ANGST / SMUT! ♡ i’m open to all three, but i like comedy and angst the most! gray morality threads are definitely my big thing though. anything with character development is my jam. PLOT / MEMES! ♡ memes are easier to get things started with but i find it a bit hard to find a meme that can apply to everyone unfortunately. at the same time, plotting can be nice for direction but... i am just so unused to doing it myself? i’m a mess with both i suppose gkhrkhgr
TAGGED BY! ♡ i 100% stole this TAGGING! ♡ feel free to join in! as always tho, i do these bandwagons rather late
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you know? it really sucks that there’s this like. prejudice against ocs in rp fandoms. you can tell me ‘people don’t judge you for rping ocs!’ all you want but every fandom i’ve joined since the dr oc fandom crashed and burned in 2015, nobody wanted to rp with me. nobody wanted to rp with my ocs. everyone would say oh, your ocs are really fleshed out! or oh, your ocs look great! i get these compliments on my writing and my ocs and everything yet nobody took time to rp with me. people are a lot more adamant on rping with other canons then they do an oc. i did all i could to blend with the trends and all that, i’d use small text, sub text, format my posts, 50x50 icons with overlays and borders, i’d make custom themes for myself with hovers and billy codes and everything. i was basically the prime example of what tumblr rp elitism looked like yet nobody wanted to rp with me.
i’ve been rping since i was like 9, you know. it’s honestly my favorite thing to do, i love rping. rping is my preferred thing to do, it’s how i flesh out my ocs. my most fleshed out oc? she got like that because i relatively rped her everyday for three years, really. her interactions with others is what helped me flesh her out. sure i can write out my character interaction with others in fics but it’s just not the same. plus i’m not, that great of a writer for two people. i can’t write interactions but im amazing writing for one perspective.
i just, i really love rping, okay. i love having my ocs interact with others and i love shipping my ocs whether it be with other ocs or canons and whatnot. i just. idk. in the dr oc fandom i would get threads by the dozen to the point where it was too hard to keep up with. nowadays i just don’t get that kind of response anymore. people look at my oc and send me a compliment but don’t bother to like my starter call. it’s why i no longer use my rp blogs because i never got traffic on them anyways. it’s really disheartening really, i put so much work into my ocs, into my writing, into my themes but people don’t give me time. i genuinely enjoy rping so much it’s been my hobby for years but i haven’t gotten the chance to actually rp since i was like 15 and the closest i’ve gotten is rping in an rp group on discord but that was as swindle. the only way i got people to rp with me is also being another canon character and it just-- didn’t feel enjoyable, actually. i love rping ocs, but theres this such- strong hatred and prejudice against ocs. that they’re mary sues, that they’re cringy. that they’re not well made, or interfere with a canon character’s story, or just. that they’re bad. and i hate it. it hurts people like me who genuinely put so much time into my work. i know it seems like i mass produce these ocs but i genuinely try and put at least an idea behind them, i care about all these ocs and i just wish i could do them the justice that i know i could.
AND ANOTHER THING, my ocs may seem hollow on the surface now, but the way i flesh out and add more to my characters IS through rping, so without that outlet my ocs are just. kind of like that. sure i get ideas to flesh them out late at night but without someone to talk about those ideas or fearing that people will call me cringy or a mary sue for having these ideas for my ocs really suck. it’s like i peddled back from the DR OC fandom back to when i was terrified to post anything about my ocs online, it’s scary almost. in 2013-2015 i was so open about my ocs, about my ideas for their stories, i used to have regular rp partners who’d help me flesh out my ocs but now i have nobody and i fear that i’ll be judged for wanting to involve maybe a little canon interaction with my ocs.
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