#doc sounded rly nice on the phone i hope he wont be mad

[kirishwima]

had the night shift from hell and it just. wont stop going

#i paged for a consult and im terrified the doc is gonna be mad i called him for smth not that serious #esp since its an attending not a junior doc or smth #but i honestly said i have zero expertise on this matter and need an expert opinion to resume this pts treatment 😭 #doc sounded rly nice on the phone i hope he wont be mad #then i need to transfer another patient to another dpt in another city #which is a long procedure of arguing w doctors for available beds #and whilst my attending did most of the job ill need to confirm it today and schedule the transfer #and i *could* be an asshole and leave it all for the next shifts resident to do since we should switch in like 30min #but i wouldnt feel right doing so 🥲 #plus the on call attending's my good friend and she personally asked me to do this so i should #sighhhhh my stomachs a knot #meanwhile i keep checking on transfer pts sats bc they need constant monitoring #i barely slept a wink last night i kept going from one pt to another #not fandom related #burrito talks #delete later