#don't know what to do abt the cringy things i did as a 13 y/o

[peterpansindrome]

brain rot.

#thoughts #if i could have one wish it would be to go back and start from the first day of sixth grade again #i'd catch on to things earlier and be less ashamed of everything #stand up for myself in horseback riding #like one direction unashamedly #stand up for myself in school and be generally more confident amongst The Squad #become friends with milo and the tori through him #get better at art and apply to laguardia #better advocate for myself in terms of my learning disability #start dating tori way earlier #don't know what to do abt the cringy things i did as a 13 y/o #but i think this whole thing would be something like how 'littles' work w/ ppl with DID #like i have access to all the memories and knowledge of my current self but i still function and have the brain capacity of a 13 y/o #i've thought about this a lot if u couldn't tell #i just... miss the past and hate time and don't want to grow up. #it absolutely terrifies me that highschool freshmen this year were mostly born in 2006. #that's fucking bonkers it sounds not real think it's wrong actually #also a bonus would be (if i ever told & proved to my friends that i know things abt the future) telling all my friends that: #1. harry styles is gay 2. d&p come out 3. destiel is canon 4. mcr gets back together #and probably way more absolutely bonkers things that we were convinced back then would come true and actually did (just 6 years later) #and blow their tiny fuckin minds